"for those with shattered khwaabs , this book is going to pick up all your pieces and mend it , khwaab ke safar se haqiqat ki khoj mae"
- this book is a sequel of my first book "khwaab" so read that for better understanding <3
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ABHIMAAN
i absolutely despised the idea of leaving vridha alone in the hospital even for a few hours but i had to go back home and get ready for the pooja, i wanted to be there with her when the doctors suck the blood out of her body to check if she's ok to get discharged.
i still have no idea where she will go and if it were up to me i would've already brought her here with me, at home with me.
but i don't want to make decisions on her behalf, i am not like her family i want to make sure she's able to breathe again without the suffocating thoughts of not being enough, and i will stand by her side no matter what she wants.
is it weird to feel such feelings for someone in such a short time? as if everything has fallen right into place as if the darkroom in my life that i always tried to light up with artificial lights finally got bright with sunlight.
kehne ko toh hum bas abhi mile hae, par barso humne ek saath bitaye, mae aksar aata tha uske khwaabo mae aur mere paas vo haqiqat ban kar aayi. kabhi vo banti meri andheri raat ka chaand, aur kabhi mae uske khali kamre ki noor ban jata, kabhi uski tasvir zakham par marham ban jati, kabhi uske bas zinda hone se sukoon miljata. kabhi vo raha bhatak jaye toh bas uske khwaabo mae usko manzil tak pohchata, kabhi shaam dhalte hi tanhayi saath dejaye, toh uske khayalo mae hi saara ghum bhula deta. kehne ko toh hum bas abhi mile hae, par barso humne saath bitaye, mae aksar aata tha uske khwaabo mae aur mere paas vo haqiqat bankar aayi.
i was getting ready for the pooja while waiting for vridha's text, asking me to pick her up from the hospital so she could come here at least for the pooja, and then forever.
i know calling her here, unannounced will make my family go nuts but they need to be okay with the decisions i make and the people i care about, no matter how they feel about them.
instances from yesterday night flushed my brain and i couldn't help but think about the way her beautiful body wrapped perfectly around mine, her hips matching my pace and her lips moaning a name that was mine, vridha makes me feel something, something that ive never felt in life, and it's dangerous, dangerously hot.
"badi maa, dekho bhai ko kya hogya hae"
ritika screamed out of nowhere making me flinch, have these children not learned the meaning of privacy?
looking at her annoyed as maa ran up the stairs, probably making thousands of awful situations in her head about me, totally worried.
"kya huva abhimaan ko? are you okay? kahi chot toh nahi lagi? kaho beta kya huva?"
ritika secretly laughed as maa circled me, checking my body for any injuries without letting me even speak a word.
