When I'm gone (BECHLOE)

Chapter 7

"Girls, hop on the bus, we go!"

I hear Chloe shouting. I really miss this. The way she calls my name in the middle of the night, hoping I'll wake up just to kiss me. Or the way she giggles when I kiss her without any warning. God, I need Chloe. No matter what happens or what everybody else says. I can't breathe without her she's just into me. Without her my life makes no sense. No matter what happened or what the others say. I have to win Chloe back. I should haven't let her go. My thoughts are cut of because we stop. Chloe grabs her bagage and leaves the bus.

"What a beautiful place. Nice is not it?"

She says with optimism in her voice.

"The last one has to take the room next to Becca and Chloe!"

Confused I turn around to Amy. Well, I don't know if the others know it, but Amy knows it. I feel a single tear running down my face and try to hide it. I just go on.

"How do you know this place?"

"By me. Hello, Bellas!"

This is a familiar voice. I turn around and see Aubrey. I haven't seen her for some time and I'm really happy to see her. She always supported me and Chloe and maybe she can also help me this time. I know she'll be on Chloe' s side, but maybe she will. I run over to her and hug her. She holds me tight while the other Bellas come over for a group hug. After a long while we stop hugging and Aubrey looks at Emily.

"You must be Emily?"

Emily nods.

"Welcome to Fallen Leaves, where large companies sent their employees to work on their teamwork."

"This place belongs to you?"

"I can well recommend and exert control over people so I have made my career out of this. That reminds me of something. In the row, Bellas! To my sorrow and regret I have to watch our proud group was a national disgrace.The World Cup is a chance to make it right. You have no chance for profit until you found your own voice again. You have lost the harmony. The next two days you will do everything together until you have it again. Ladies, you are transformed. You are the power of your fellow Bellas surrounds and the support of a proud, female tradition and a couple of bear traps, so do not go too far off the path."

Aubrey says with her impressive voice. Yes. I really missed her.

"I'll start with a shower and a lunch."

Fat Amy says.

"You do not sleep in a guesthouse, Fat Amy."

"Where we sleep then?"

Aubrey goes over and shows us where we gonna live in the two days. We will do camping. This is weird. We're all sleeping in one big temp and we're so close. I hate this so much, but what should I do. Everyone prepares his bed. When everyone finish we lay down to sleep. I really got the best place. Chloe's head is laying right next to mine. I don't know who's idea it was, but it's feeling really strange. Okay it's also feeling good, because I can smell her sweet smell and feel her warm breath. I miss this so much. I wish she would come back in our bed and I could cuddle with her. What do I did? I lost the best part of me. As I turn around I look right in her face. I guess she's sleeping, but she's so beautiful. I'm still as fascinated by her as I was at the first day. I don't know how someone can be so beautiful and magically like her. She takes away my breath and breaks all walls down. She's perfect. Her smell just maked me feel like everything is okay and she's so close to me like ever before. Slowly I kiss her forehead.

"I love you, Chloe. I was stupid for letting you go, but now i know that I need you more than everything else. You're the best thing that's ever been mine and I just let you go. I'm so sorry for breaking you down. I hurt myself by hurting you. Chloe, I can't breathe without you, but now I have to. It hurt so much. Oh god, words aren't good enough to explain what I feel for you. I love you so much and I need you so much. I just wish that you would come back. I'll never forget you as long as I live, because I love you."

I can't hold back the river and feel the tears rushing down my face. I try to hide my face in the pillow and just cry. I cry quiet and alone. I wish I'd be alone, but the Bellas are around. I try not to wake them up and it's working, but I can't stop crying. I can't live like this anymore. I can't breathe without Chloe. I have to change something. I can't go on like this. I need Chloe. I wish she would come back. Or maybe I just have to come back.