When I'm gone (BECHLOE)

Chapter 6

Today the Bellas have an occurs and Chloe wants to take it as a chance for the world cup. I'm trying to talk to her but she's so busy with our performance. She wants it to be perfect, because it's not much time anymore till the world cup and sje wants us to win. I really want to talk to her. I have so much things to say, but I have no chance right now. So I'm just talking to the Bellas while Cynthia is doing my hair.

"I know we try new things, but I know we're going to do this and the roof will blow off. Sorry, this braids are so tight."

"I do not know, I doubt. If we fail, we can not win the World Cup.No profit at the World Cup, no Bellas. And without the Bellas my life no meaning."

Chloes voice is again in this hysterical way. She's so scared to loose the Bellas. No meaning? She has me. Well, she could have or she does or doesn't. I don't know. I don't know if we're together or not or if this is only a short break, but every time I want to talk to her she starts talking with someone else or just turns away. We start our show. We have a new outfit, a new performance and an new arrangement. We're using props and dancing in a new crazy way. Everything is going wrong with us. The choreography and the arrangement doesn't fit that well, because Chloe and I haven't been talking, because she's still mad. Like this we'll nevet beat DSM. Suddenly Cynthia is burning and everybody is screaming. Well, the Bellas are over. We just pack our things and drive home. Chloe is so angry, but she doesn't say something. I see Emily next to me writing something.

"Is that for school?"

"No, when I'm stressed the words are just coming into my head and I have to write them down."

"So we ignore what happened? The World Cup is coming and we're pretending that nothing happened? We now need a new plan. In times like these we can only do one thing. We will make a trip."

Chloe says smiling. I don't know where we'll go, because she doesn't tell me anything this time. I'm fooling myself thinking she could give me a second chance. I'm always doing mistakes and I can't change. She's right I'm a bitch. She should be the only one who confuses me and she does every single second, but sadly this german girl confuses me so much. Chloe deserves something so much better. Someone who treats her well and comes around with his white horse if she needs him. Her parents were right. Jake is the one for her. I'm not. I just should try to forget her to makr it easier for us. She is gone and she has every right for it. But I wish she would come back or I could come back to her.