ℳℐ𝒞𝒦ℰ𝒴 • 𝒯𝒲𝒪ℬℐ𝒯 ℳ𝒜𝒯𝒯ℋℰ𝒲𝒮

5.

Guys I'm gonna do a rather larger time skip . Why? Cause I RUCKING CAN🤬🤬🤬🤬 I got a little aggressive sorry
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2 weeks later

These two weeks with twobit have been the best two weeks of my life we laughed went out to dinner watched movies and sometimes I even convinced him to dance with me he might be a greaser but he's my greaser and I know it's been two weeks but ..  I love him

When I'm with him I'm happier than ever Authors note —> ( )
(Jinxed it fr.)

I close my dairy I tuck it under my bed as I hear a knock on my door I hurry down stairs and open it to see twobit I'm wearing  a white dress with a pink head band and some light pink heels
"Hey pretty girl" twobit swoops me in a hug "hey baby" I smile as he hold me "you know since this is the last week we're gonna be able to see eachother everyday we should go somewhere like the beach" I smile "see you in a bikini? For sure" he laughs  as he lets go of me "your funny" I smile and glare at him "I know" he wraps his arm around me as we walk out the door to school.

As we walk he has his hand wrapped over my shoulder and im using my books as a hard surface and finishing some of my homework since I was out with twobit all night as we're walking this blonde greaser girl with big hair  walks by us and winks at twobit he just smiles and his eyes kinda follow her  I glare up at him as he slowly looks down at me "what?" He says all goofy "nothing" I fix my face and smile I feel the jealousy bubbling in me

Sometimes I wish to be blonde they are so pretty  I also sometimes want a better body better skin  I want to be perfect like all the other girls I know some people wanna be different but I don't I wish I was like the pretty brunettes I know I am a brunette but I don't know or a pretty blonde as well I know I'm selfish I'm already "pretty" like many say so if I complain I am selfish..

Sometimes

TW : eating disorder .

I don't eat not because I wanna starve myself but just so I can be more thin the people say I am  that's most the reason I don't party I wanna but I look at myself in tight dresses and just feel disgusted I look in the mirror and wonder what has happened to me sometimes I wish the sadness would go away and that I could just learn to be happy I know it's all in my head but I can feel it I feel suffocated sometimes

"Hey you okay" twobit turns his head and looks at me I feel a wave of sadness wash over me I snap out of thought "oh yeah.. I mean yea! Why wouldn't I be" I smile and wrap my arms around my stomach as we walk in to school I rush out of twobits arms and into the girls  bathroom I go in one of the stalls and out the seat down and sit down I feel tears roll down my face and my breath get caught in my chest this isn't cause of twobit smiling at the girl might be part of the reason but still

He can do what he wants but I wish he wouldn't sometimes  I have my own problems and they are not his I wipe my mascara off my cheeks

AUTHORS POV
"Hey twobit where's Dawn?" Pony looks around twobit "I don't I think she got mad at me" twobit shrugs and stands next to Dallas "hm what'd you do this time" Dallas glares at twobit "this blonde winked at me and I just gave her a smile that's it" twobit says confused "oh come on that's a rookie mistake and even I know that" pony mumbles "I know my face just did it I don't know" twobit sighs "how much you wanna bet she's gonna yell at him" Johnny smiles and puts his hand out to pony "5 bucks she won't" pony shakes Johnnys hand "bet" they both say.

Back to Dawn
I feel kinda angry at twobit and so I don't yell at him I simply go to my class as I'm waiting for the teacher I see twobit walking down the hall towards me "why'd you leave?" Twobit smiles
I stay quiet "I get the silent treatment now for nothing" he has a dumbfounded expression