We living still same shine days with enjoying this one. We've got new life now. It's wonderful. It's cool. After another greate evning in dance under star sky that was illuminating by streets lamp all has been blur from the choes of the sounds to dark. In the first minutes to all of that was does not matter because it was not look like something one of those passed days by, but still it is more looks... *Eyes opening*
...Wait what? It's seems to me or it is not our\my room? It isn't mine house and it's won't look like it our friends habitation. The only one quiestion get my head is where I am and what I make in that unfamiliar place and how for so long. All is around me is just an empty room that got an old shade; the walls were like from abandonment place, the light inside was not so good but the better than nothing to watch 'round somewhat like some things and it seems like I'm not alone. Here I get start to see some visions from that ''dream'' (might it's be a dream?) in spite of inside my mind I like don't understand what is this. Everything have comfused so too hard. One whole part inside of me and my mind been split in two like are understanding a bit & did not a much. I was scared and calmly at the same time. There is a lotta quiestions in my head just now and no answers. Okay I need to look well. As I get up out of the bed someone comes in the rooms tell some words to me that I didn't get it all. I got a permission to come out. Yes that place so much strange that I have got no words. After some time late all the people I saw the woman said to back to the room. With me also had coming one of those ones I thoughts would be living in my room #12. He was looked pale, strange, almost skiny and lifeless in half. We were talks a little bit to him then fell asleep. That guy was very glad to meet the newcomers as I see. Huh okay. The next day we all going to take some procedures then go for breakfast then go walk through the territory and chat over again. Nothing a brand new for the first glance as well. The next up all has been continued.
Those days gone by that were go away one by one it was hard to recall I have no idea how for so long I got here, three weeks, 35 days or how much months. During this time I have already got lost the feeling of get out from that hospital 'cause I got a new ''friend'', a large hilarious community mates and more other. Don't know if I strange but I get the whisper across my ears like I must to stay here and because of that I throw the thoughts of escape away tho I even did not tried to do it. That guy whom name is Andrew Robin has found out the good friendship on me and I didn't, I've got no feeling like this to meet with someone. Simple words I was dead and alive in half at the same time. Even though the most interested thing is while we were talks to my neigbor I found out what that place is a mental hospital. I think there's nothing hard to guess because everyone in here were loud that at first the twisted feeling inside of me and I even got bleeding from my noise due to all that had been happened around took over me.
- Hey you wake up? Ha! I saw how you tried to escape, but they caught you. - Loud man's laugh.
''Fuck that guy so fucking shit but he's same 'till that fool who thought I will his only friend''
The answer was nothing than silence only instead.
- Why are you quiet? - The laugh again - There is no way to escape of here trust to me. Um huh.. If they won't let you out by theirself if you wanted it like so.
Until that sick loser talked with me we brought a lunch.
- Here eat. - man laugh.
''So sick and tied of hearing his stupid laugh. May be me need to move in the room where none?"
- I don't want. - turn away from him a little I said.
- No you do. Come on to eat it's I don't want to see you suffering for real.
''Oh my. He is so beasty and nasty. Never met so much ugly people like this''
- Okay. give here that food. No matter how I don't want I still feel starving. Give here. That shit. - I said it with whisper.
