Unhealthy Love | Namkook

Chapter Eighteen - how it's going

Namjoon pov

I was woken up by the sound of the bedroom door opening which means Jungkook was home.

I debated hard in my head between pretending to still be asleep or get up before he would take advantage of that.

My eyes flew open when he squeezes my thigh, I quickly sat up and moves a bit from him which earned a sigh from him

"How was your day baby? Good?" He asked calmly which gave me chills.

I looked at him like he's gone insane, how would my day be good when he locked me up in this room, handcuffed to the bed with only a glass of water and nothing else to eat but the fear in my mind

"I thought I asked you a question" he growls which snapped me out of my mind back to reality

"I-i'm not good" I said looking away causing him to grab my hand and pulls me to him

"Look at me when I'm talking to you" he growls. I whimpered at his tight hold on my hand and looks at him "And why not?"

"Jungkook I'm starving, I-i haven't eaten anything for 2 days straight, all you give me is water but I want food" I said as my stomach rumbles with hunger.

Before I knew what was happening, he got on the bed and grabs my face in a tight hold, staring at me with dark eyes and lust causing me to shake

"Are you complaining? Huh!?" I flinch at the sudden sound of his voice and quickly shakes my head

"N-no i-i was -"

"I told you, you'll never get food or anything from me until you learn to fucking love me!" He yelled at my face causing me to whimper "soon I'll take your water as well, I will make you desperate that you will have no other choice but to love me!"

I looked at him in disbelief, how did he get to this. This is not the child I raised

I whimper loudly when he grabs my hair in a tight hold and starts kissing my neck roughly which ended up on him sucking hard on it

I tried to push him off with my free hand but he grabs it and pushes me on my back before getting on top of me

I panicked as I watched him take his shirt off and slowly unbuckling his pants

"J-jungkook p-please not tonight" I cried silently as he raises up the oversized tshirt I had on and pulls off my underwear

I tried to stop him but there's only so much one hand can do. He smacked me across the face before pinning my hand on the bed

"Don't try to stop me cause I'll only make it worse" he warned but I shake my head and tries to get out of his grip but was too weak due to hunger and chained up to fight him off

I cried out when he slapped me across the face again and grabs my hair tightly

"Do you think I'm messing around with you huh!?" I shake my head and closes my eyes

"I-i don't want this" I tried to loosen his hold on my hair but nothing I tried worked

"I don't care about what you want!" He spat in my face and pushed me back down on the bed "This is my house and you will listen to me only"

All my pleds went into deaf ears when I felt a familiar pain between my legs causing me to let out a scream

I closed my eyes tightly and cries silently hoping he'd be done with this soon and quick

Black dots clouded my vision as I smiled while slowly falling into the dark

---- thanks so much for reading babies, see ya soon 💜💜💜