Unhealthy Love | Namkook

Chapter Seven - Confession

Namjoon pov, (Finally!!)

"Please let me know if you have any information about her," I said before ending the call with the police

It has been like this, with me calling the police every day just to check if there were any updates about Lisa

I promise myself I will do whatever it takes to find her. Even if she did run away, I news to know if she's in safe hands

I place the phone on my bed and got to go find jungkook. For some reason, he has been avoiding me, but I was too busy to care

I know it's because of what I said the last time. I didn't mean any of those words, I only said them cause I was under a lot of pressure

I will apologize to him and hopefully, we will go back to how we used to be

I knocked on his bedroom door and waited for his reply

"Go away"

I rolled my eyes at that. He is always acting like a child whenever he is mad at me but luckily I came prepared

I opened the door to see him lying on his bed and looking straight at me

"I didn't say you could come in"

"Seriously jungkook? Do you want to lock me out of your life?" I ask as I walk closer to him and sat on his bed. He turned to face the other side

"It's not like care about me anyway"

"Don't say that cookie, of course, I care about you -"

"That's not true," he said cutting me off. He got up, looking straight at me "it's always Lisa here and Lisa there. I've been like a shadow ever since she came into your life. You left me in the dark"

I stared at him surprised. I didn't know this was how he felt with Lisa around. Lisa is my Fiancee or should I say wife to be while jungkook is like my own child. I don't get why he will feel this way

"I never left you in the dark jungkook. I love you" I said. He scoffed at that

"Prove it" I looked at him confused

"What do you mean by 'prove it' I've shown nothing but unconditional love. I took care of you. I watched you grow. I love you like my own child -"

"THAT'S THE PROBLEM, YOU ONLY SEE ME AS YOUR SON. EVEN AFTER EVERYTHING I'VE DONE YOU STILL DON'T SEE ME DIFFERENTLY!!" He yelled. His words made me even more confused

"What are you talking about?"

He grabbed my hands tightly with desperation in his eyes

"I-i love you Appa, I'm in love with you"

My jaw dropped at that as I stare at him shocked. I didn't know what to say, more like I couldn't find any words for what he just said

"W-what!?!"

"I've loved you for years now. I've been waiting to get older and take over my parent's business before telling you, but Lisa came into our lives and ruin everything" He said like he has gone insane "please say you feel the same way for me"

"Have you gone crazy!" I raised my voice pulling my hands away from him but he was quick to hold them again

"I'm not Appa. I can't keep my feelings bottled in any longer" He said

"This is wrong jungkook, aren't you worried about what people will say-"

"I don't care about that. All I care about is being with you" He said cutting me off

"I'm sorry cookie but my answer is no. I can't love you that way"

He face fell into a disappointed and sad look as tears build up in his eyes. His hold release from my hand

"A-are you truly turning me down" he said with cracking

I felt a pinge in my heart seeing him like this and knowing that I caused it

I want to comfort him but I couldn't feel my arms. I just sat there still

what he said next almost gave me an heart attack

"I will kill myself" he said "if you won't love me, i want to die and I won't be dying alone"

Before I could say anything he jumped off the bed and ran out If the room

I try running after him but he was faster. He quickly got into his car and drove out of the house leaving him in thoughts

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