Since We Were Kids (Thomas Brodie-Sangster)

Chapter Twenty-Four

A/N - Hey guys and welcome to Chapter Twenty-Four. Picture of Ki-Hong ^^^^^

----- Thomas' P.O.V -----

I cannot believe that Hannah saw Chelsea kissing me. I sure as hell did not want to kiss Chelsea, it was horrible and I had no way of getting free because if I had pushed Chelsea off me I would've ended up pushing her into something and then I would feel guilty as I hate hurting anyone especially women. But right now I have hurt the love of my life, it is my own fault because I didn't make Chelsea leave sooner, I didn't call security sooner and if I had then I wouldn't have hurt Hannah. I love Hannah so much and I just hope that this isn't the end of everything. I honestly don't think that I could handle not having her in my life. It would be unbearable in my opinion.

I have no idea where Hannah has gone. I can't find her anywhere; I have looked in her dressing room, in Chris' dressing room, in Ki's dressing room, in Dyl's dressing room, the bathroom. I have looked everywhere on set and there is no sign of my girlfriend. I have also checked the car park and the car that we have rented isn't their either so I am guessing that Hannah has taken the car with her, wherever she has gone but she doesn't know the area all too well so I am worried that something has happened to her.

Currently I am trying to find Chris or Dylan on the off chance that Hannah spoke to either of them before she left. I eventually find both of them along with Ki-Hong in the lunch room "Have you seen Hannah? Any of you?" I ask and they all shake their heads. Chris goes to say something but my ringtone interrupts him.

(T - Thomas~D - Doctor)

D - Is this Mr Sangster?

T - Speaking. Who is this?

D - My name is Dr Andrew Holls from St Vincent Hospital.

Why is a doctor calling me? Oh please don't tell me something has happened to Hannah, please anything but that. I don't want the girl I love in hospital, if she is then I am going straight there.

T - How may I help you?

D - Your girlfriend, Miss Owens, has been in a car crash and she is currently in our care.

That news hits me like a wrecking ball.

T - Is she- Is she okay?

D - She's sleeping at the moment.

T - Can I please come and see her?

My voice cracks at the end of the sentence, I feel like I am going to cry at any minute.

D - Of course Mr Sangster.

I hang the phone up and everyone looks to me with worried but confused looks on their faces "Hannah has been in a car crash. I will explain why she isn't here later but I really need to go" I say and as I go to leave Chris speaks up "Thomas, take my keys. I presume Hannah has taken the hire car. I will get a ride back with one of these" he says tossing me his keys "Thank you so much Chris. I will keep you guys updated" I say and they all nod "I hope she's alright" Dylan says and I nod quickly before practically running out of the room.

The one thing that I am thinking about as I am driving to the hospital is if Hannah is okay. This is all my fault. I should have gotten Chelsea out sooner, I should have just told her to get the freak out of my dressing room, I never liked her for a reason. If Chelsea wasn't ever there then Hannah wouldn't have had a reason to leave set therefore she wouldn't have gotten into this car wreck. I just hope that she hasn't hurt herself too badly, I hate seeing her in pain and I hate knowing that I have caused her that pain.

When you love someone and you mess up you want to do everything possible to make it right, you don't want them to hurt and you don't want them in pain. Seeing Hannah in pain is the worst possible feeling to me; the worst feeling that I have ever felt is seeing Hannah in her bathroom after trying to end her life, I cannot even describe what that was like for me and it was even worse for her. Hannah felt like everything was against her and at that point I did not have the confidence to tell her how I felt towards her and that I wanted to be with her. When I told Hannah how I felt, when I told Hannah that I was going to protect her I meant it, I meant it all. I have completely failed at protecting her this time; she needs to be okay because I am unable to function without her.