3. The Formed Connection - Love🖇️

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Hey UfwBreeGang🤭👋🏽,
Guess who's back again with another chapter?? Meeeee.
Sorry for the wait my babies and I also apologize for any mistakes made.

LET'S GO!

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Saturday, November 09|| 4 p.m||
Kingston, Jamaica

Tahrique Riquel Walton, POV

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Tahrique Riquel Walton, POV

I knew I hadn't gotten over the situation, but I really needed to. I thought to myself, thinking about everything my brother said to me as I lay on the bed.
I really thought that we could've made a difference, start fresh and everything after I finished college but instead, she went ahead and cheated on me on the day she should've been my biggest supporter with someone who was somewhat my friend.

Dawg a god alone know how me really feel and deh pree.

When I really think about it, I was the one putting in all the effort even when I had so much on my plate, my all was still dictated to her, but she only complained and found an issue with everything, I gave her everything she wanted and more I don't know what else she wanted me to do.

Seething with rage I held the grip of my gun, taking it from the hem of my shirt, I looked at it with tears welled in my eyes and I guess this is the first I've allowed myself to breakdown or accept and let out the built-up anger and pain I've been feeling. Placing it on the nightstand beside me, I laid back down allowing whatever feeling this is to take over me.
My guns are some sort of motivation to me, not to do harm well maybe but mostly for my own pleasure I like to see them, and it brings me peace, I kept my eyes on it as I thought about everything that has being going wrong in my life.

I think I refused to acknowledge that I made that situation take a whole turn on my life, especially my personal life as my brother stated, I locked myself away from the outside world hoping that I didn't have to interact or fall into any similar situation. So, with that said I really need to take into consideration what my brother said.

A me dawg that fi life. Believe me even if a neva by blood.

Now thinking about everything he had mention earlier I remembered him saying something about a dark-skinned girl, dark skinned girls were always my type or somewhat who I imagined to be my wife from a tender age, I guess that's why he was telling me about her. When I used to go look for my grandparents on my mother's side in clarendon on holidays when I come from abroad, Jah-Quan wouldn't normally come because he was always interested in business so he would stay home, and help pops so he could be more included and go on business trips with him.

My grandparents used to live near a little girl who was around my age, she was dark skinned, a beauty but at that time she was so pretty to me I'd always walk pass her gate just to see her because she's always in the house and the only time you saw her was if she's on her veranda, I would always tell my granddad about her and he would always tell me to leave the lady daughter alone, I think she grew up with her mom.

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