𝓅𝓇ℴ𝒷𝓁ℯ𝓂𝓈 ʰᵉᵉʰᵒᵒⁿ

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SUNGHOON

i reached home then went inside the house, these days ive been trying to get a job but sometimes its to no avail or they dont except beta or omegas

its really challenging getting a job as a beta or an omega

when i went to the kitchen, i saw my mom, my little sister and brother already awake

they get up so late when its not school days "do you know how long it took you?" i just sighed and looked at my little sister who came towards me and hugged me

"i missed you hyung, where did you go?" i just stood still as my mom was looking at me with those eyes

"well, its an assignment that i went to do at his place"

"why cant he come here? why cant you do the assignment here, i hate it when you go to others house and they dont come to your house sunghoon" she said starting to scold me

"but eomma, this is the first time hoon hyung has ever left this house and you dont allow his friends to step their foot here" my tears nearly poured but i held it in

i really love it when atleast one person defends me when im getting scolded, it makes my heart melt and my eyes watery

"well, its an assignment so im sure they would have come here, dont tell me you went to the club again" i quickly shook my head when she started making assumptions up and down

"hoon hyung, can you make me food, i feel hungry" my little brother said, i sighed then nodded

my little sister kept on clinging on to me when i was cooking, my mother left just right now for work

"i dont know why eomma always picks on you" yeji said with a great sigh, i nodded my head too "i think its because i was born an omega and she has had bad experience with omegas"

well my mother is a beta and my father is an alpha so it makes no difference when shes hating on me because im an omega, thats why i call myself a beta to make myself feel like i atleast have a chance

"but-" "its ok yeji, here is your food" i said handing her the food "here" i handed my little brother his food too

yeji is a beta, hajoon is an alpha and im the only one born an omega and im the oldest

i went to my room to clean it but i was called by my father "dont stay in that room, im going to work, stay with yeji and hajoon" i nodded and just went to sit on the couch on my phone

me and my siblings have a great relationship but sometimes me and hajoon get into small fights because he is three years younger than me and we fight for the most pathetic things

"hyung?" i heard someone call me, i looked at hajoon who was eating "are you ok? you look sad" finally the tears spilled down

i can see both hajoon and yeji coming towards me, ive never had a breakdown infront of them before, so this is the first time and i can tell they are worried

"yes im ok hajoon, dont worry, you two go back to eat" i said demanding them but yeji came and sat next to me

"hyung, we arent leaving until you tell us what is wrong" yeji said in a bossy tone, it made me chuckle a little bit but my smile faded

"im ok" "is it because of me and mom, im sorry, i hate the way she treats you too and i understand" hajoon said sounding guilty

i nodded amazed of how he could even sense that "its not because of mom, i know they are times when she treats you like that as well when im not around, im just tired" i said lying to them

i can feel that yeji has a hard time believing me and hajoon was just staring down on me looking worried

im really grateful that i have siblings like these, they are my everything even when we dont get fair treatment

i went to my room then went to sleep without thinking about anything

ONE HOUR LATER

i was awoken by yelling, i went outside very tired and saw my mom there, i looked at the time then looked back at her

"what did i tell you about leaving my room open?" she shouted at hajoon, it isnt surprising, we are all like this

she looked at me then came towards me, for a second i got scared but she touched my forehead

"are you ok? are you feeling sick?" i just shook my head

she nodded then went to the kitchen "you guys never listen when i tell you people not to leave my room wide open like a church" she said

"hajoon, go and call yeji right now" hajoon rushed, she started cooking food for my dad

yeji came and stood next to me "so i think we all need to agree on one thing" my mom said sounding serious and looked at all of us

"you know how i cook and you dont eat, infact you make a food of your own, i really hate that, how much times do i have to sing that song in this house?"

we all looked down, i really hate this house, i want to move out, but im worried about these small people, if i move, who would be there to look after them and protect them

we got yelled at until she was tired "so sunghoon what your problem?" she asked me, i looked at yeji shocked on what to answer

"nothing" i mumbled "why dont you have work?" "im getting it" she nodded then turned off the stove

"eat something and go to sleep, tomorrow is school" i just went straight to my room, the tears that ive been holding slowly came out in droplets and it turned into a mountain of water

i know im weak for doing this, but this shit everyday is tiring me

im really scared to face my first heat next week because mine came late, it was supposed to start last year but it didnt

ive done some searches but i still cant get anything