I love you, its ruining my life.

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It was the day after lover's birthday party, and everyone had a great time. Reputation and lover made up, and everyone was happy.

𝐑𝐞𝐩𝐮𝐭𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧'𝐬 𝐏𝐎𝐕:

Last night at lover's party was so fun, I'm so glad lover decided to forgive me. But ever since the party ended I've been having this weird feeling.

I don't know, I guess... dancing with lover, and... finally getting her back. It felt weird, but nice...

I sat on my bed next to my pet snake Karyn's cage, talking to her about all my problems. (As usual) I guess I just feel like she gets me, even though she's a snake.

Reputation: what is this feeling Karyn?

Karyn: *snake noises*

Reputation: damn it I wish you could talk.

I sat on my bed and kept thinking about lover. No matter what I did, I couldn't seem to take my mind off her.

Reputation: fuck. There's no way, I can't be in love with lover. She probably still hates me. Damn it.

I face planted into my bed and sighed. That weekend, all I could think about was lover.

When Monday came around, I was dreading going to school (I mean, aren't I always?) I couldn't let lover see me like this. And I absolutely could not let her figure out that I like her.

I grabbed my stuff and started walking to school. Once I got there, I went to my locker to see lover and the others already standing there.

Lover: hey rep!

Rep: hey lover.

Lover: what's up?

Rep: oh, nothing much.

Okay, that was a lie. But I couldn't tell her that my feelings for her have been racing all weekend.

Lover: thanks for that teddy bear you gave me by the way!

Rep: oh, uh, no problem.

I looked at lover's pretty smile and couldn't help but blush. I tried to hide my face until the bell rang.

Lover: wanna walk to class together?

Rep: uh- sure.

The two of us started walking to class together when she grabbed my hand and it felt like my heart stopped beating.

Lover: cmon reppy!

Rep: r-reppy...?

Lover: yeah, it's my new nickname for you. You like it?

Rep: y-yeah it's nice.

I felt like My face was so red that you could easily mistake me for a tomato. I tried to hide it all the way until we made it to class.

During the whole class period I couldn't focus at all, I was just too busy thinking about lover while drawing a million little hearts in my notebook.

Gosh, what's wrong with me? I've never felt this way before. I feel so... soft and pathetic. Damn it.

After I was done staring into space daydreaming, I noticed that lover was tapping on my shoulder.

Rep: huh?

Lover: why do you have a bunch of hearts in your notebook?

Shit. She saw them.

Rep: oh, uh, no reason! I was just uh, bored that's all!

Lover: oh okay..

The same cycle had been going on for a week by now. Lover does something cute, I start blushing uncontrollably, I daydream, repeat.

After a whole week of this, I decided to get it off my chest.

I decided to call someone and tell them about my feelings for lover. And I thought, who better to help me than 1989? If anyone knows how to get the girl, it's her.

She answered the phone.

1989:hello?

Rep: hey, it's me, reputation

1989:oh, hi. What's up?

Rep: well.... I think I like lover...

1989: wait... REALLY?

Rep: yeah...

1989: wow.

Rep: what do I do?

1989: I don't know, maybe try telling her?

Rep: I can't do that. What if she's still mad at me?

1989: if she was still mad at you I don't think she would've forgave you.

Rep: true... but what if she doesn't like me?

1989: I don't know, why are you asking me?

Rep:because you have a girlfriend.

1989: just because I have a girlfriend doesn't mean I know how I did it. Besides, debut was literally trying to set me and midnights up.

Rep: so get her to set me and lover up or something.

1989: I don't think that's how it works...

Rep: ugh, whatever. *hangs up*

Ugh... what do I do now?

𝟏𝟗𝟖𝟗'𝐬 𝐏𝐎𝐕:

After rep called me, I knew she was sort of mad. I'm terrible at giving advice. I never thought that someone like reputation would fall for lover though. I wonder what midnights would think, since she's 𝐬𝐨 overprotective of lover.

I don't know why, but I felt like I had to help rep and lover get together after that. So the next day at school, I went over to midnights.

1989: hey babe!

Midnights: hey! What's up?

1989: can I ask you something?

Midnights: sure.

1989: how did we and up getting together?

Midnights: well, it was mainly because debut tried to set us up that one time, and we just happened to like each other.

1989: so... if I can find out if lover likes rep back... maybe I could help her!

Midnights: what? Rep likes lover?

1989: oh shit did I say that out loud?

Midnights: yeah...

1989: damn it.

Midnights: so are you gonna explain or....

1989: well... yesterday rep called me and told me she liked lover, and then she asked me for advice... turns out I suck at giving advice though...

Midnights: okay, I see... I wonder how someone like rep could end up falling for lover.

1989: I know right? Aren't you mad?

Midnights: why would I be mad?

1989: well.... I thought you would be more... you know, 𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐭𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐯𝐞.

Midnights: no, I forgave rep too, and it's lovers choice on who she dates..

1989: okay then.. so how do we get them together?

Midnights: I don't know... maybe we should just let them do it themselves?

1989: nahh, rep is hopeless when it comes to romance. And she literally 𝐚𝐬𝐤𝐞𝐝 me for advice.

Midnights: okay...

1989:maybe I could ask lover how 𝐬𝐡𝐞 feels about rep.

Midnights: wouldn't that... I don't know, give it away?

1989: I don't know, no offense to lover, but if she hasn't noticed reps feelings yet, I don't think she will any time soon...

Midnights: alright...

𝐄𝐧𝐝 𝐨𝐟 𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝟗

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