CHAPTER ONE ; " SECRET SOULMATES? "

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BUZZCUT SEASON - LORDE

" make believe its hyper-real."

scar had always felt content with his soulmate. he felt that he and grian were a good duo, especially with how well they worked in third life.

that was a different time, a past time. this was now.

there scar sat, in the jellie panda enclosure, upset. he knew something was definitely up with grian; especially from what he had heard from he and bigb's conversation earlier that day. he heard it all.

"oh well," the brunette spoke, his tone low and sad. "guess my soulmate just doesnt love me, does he?" he continued, petting the jellie panda closest to him. he laid back onto the ground, his head falling onto the back of another resting jellie cat. scar then got up, deciding to head back home. he looked back on the jellie pandas one last time for that night, muttering a tired "g'night," before exiting the jellie enclosure.

minutes later, scar entered he and grians base, doing his best to act normal; as if he wasnt upset. grian stood there, eyeing scar with a look of nervousness and stress on his face, almost as if.. as if he was upset with scar.

was he.. upset with scar?..

"oh, heya grian!" the taller man smiled, greeting him. grian didnt respond back. "did.. did i do something wrong?" he asked, earning no reply from grian. this only upset scar a bit more.

"grian, answer me please." he pleaded with the other, before grian spoke lightly.

"why are you always out so late?" the shorter questioned him, crossing his arms. scar raised an eyebrow and put a hand on his hip.

"out so late.. what do you mean? its only.. 11pm?!" he replied, realizing the time. "grian, im sorry; i got caught up at the enclosure, im so sorr-"

grian cut him off.

"no, im so sick of hearing your 'sorries', you never actually mean them." grian replied, his tone annoyed.

"..i dont.. mean them?.." scar stuttered back, raising his eyebrows and letting his arms hang at his sides.

"yes, its like youre not even here, scar. youre always out by your pandas-" grian began, before scar cut him off this time.

"IM the one always out by something? YOURE the one whos always by bigb, grian." scar quipped back, furrowing his brow. "youre always talking about 'bigb this' and 'bigb that', why cant you just come clean and admit you like him better? that youre his secret soulmate??" scar finished, taking a deep breath. grian took a step back, eyes widening as he processed what scar had said.

scar didn't want to be by grian anymore in that moment. he stormed off to his room and slammed the door, sitting down on his bed. jellie came up to his feet and rubbed against his leg, as scar leaned down and picked her up gently.

"im fine jellie, just a disagreement." scar assured her, setting her on his lap and petting her. jellie meowed in response.

"just a disagreement, scar?"

scar flinched.

"just a disagreement. itll blow over soon. surely."

scar paused, as he heard a knock on his door. he nervously set jellie to the side and went to the door. he reached for the doorknob hesitantly, before grabbing it and opening to door open just enough to be able to see out of.

there stood grian, his hands fidgety and close to his chest, as his wings drooped a bit. scar just stood and stared.

"hey.. uh.. can we talk, now?" grian hesitantly muttered, as scar opened the door a bit more and stared down at him.

"i just wanna know why." scar whispered in response, as grian looked at him confusingly.

"why what?"

scar sighed.

"why you couldnt just tell me that you werent happy with me."

grian paused and furrowed his brow, getting upset.

"i only went to bigb because i know he could take care of the both of us. scar, when i was trying to get you to acknowledge that we were soulmates in the ravine, you were too busy chasing fucking fairies." grian spat, venom dripping from his words. "its not my fault you cant fucking comprehend half of the stuff that happens here; you almost get us killed half of the time."

scars eyes widened, and he took a step back before snapping back at grian.

"yknow what? im done. im fucking done. i give up, i quit. you could have just TOLD me you weren't happy with me, instead of replacing me; yknow how much that hurts? do you think i was the happiest with you? no, i wasnt. yet, i didnt go out and replace you. i made the best of it. so go, live your life with the secret soulmate you love oh-so-FUCKING-much, because im done with your shit. im too 'brain-dead' to be your soulmate." scar spat, tears already streaming down his face from the emotions racking through him at the moment.

"scar, i-"

"its over." scar muttered, utterly broken at that point. he slammed the door in grians face and turned, beginning to pack a few things.

" but i live in a hologram with you. "

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A/N: hey fun fact this is basically ripped from a double life desert duo roleplay me and my partner did (literally almost everything; its just not exactly word-for-word) so thats great

uh

drink water, eat something, and have goodtimes

also, you can probably clearly tell which character i kinda sorta favor... uhm....

THEY COULD NEVER MAKE ME LIKE YOU DL GRIAN 🗣🗣🔥🔥🔥 /silly (double life ruined me.)

okay byebye!!!

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