Matz oneshot book

worried about him

Ateez had just celebrated their first sold out concert in the usa but not all of the members had gone out to celebrate by drinking, Seonghwa, San, Yunho and Jongho were the one's who stayed at the hotel while Hongjoong, Mingi, Wooyoung and Yeosang went out to celebrate out in the pub, they told the other's they would have a few drinks and then come back to the hotel to finish their night off there so that if they were tired that they could go straight up to their room to sleep. a few drinks later and everyone besides Hongjoong had retured to the hotel he was still drinking at the pub for another minute to finish off his drink before then leaving to go to back to the hotel but didn't remember which way it was, 

and since his phone was dead he couldn't get help to find the hotel, for the whole night Seonghwa was worried about Hongjoong because he tried calling him but no one was answering the phone and when he asked the other's they said they don't know where he was since they all left the pub together. Hongjoong had spent a night at a motel since he couldn't find his way to his actual hotel because his phone was dead and he was 2 drunk to even think. that night Seonghwa had not slept one bit because he was worried.

everyone went looking for Hongjoong and when they went round asking no one had seen him Seonghwa was starting to worry more, "let's go to the coffee shop and sit there and think about where he could of gone." everyone nods, and made their way to the coffee shop once in there, Seonghwa noticed someone who had similar hair to Hongjoong and thought it was him, "hey isn't that Joong there." "hmm maybe let's head that way." Jongho had gone to order everyone's drinks while the other's went to see if the person was Hongjoong or not.

when they got there they had noticed it was Hongjoong because of his phone, "joong." Hongjoong turns aorund and looks up to see everyone. "well then u guy's found me first." "WHERE THE HELL DID U GO." "my phone died and I wondered around abit to try and find the hotel but couldn't so I came across a motel and stayed there the night and lucky for me the person behind the desk there said this cafe had free charging cables so I came here to charge my phone before calling u guys." 

"Joong u have no idea how much Seonghwa was worried about you." "I am so sorry for making u all worried." "I am just thanxful u are ok and not hurt anywhere." Hongjoong felt really bad for making everyone worried. "come let's go back to the hotel." Hongjoong nods and follow's the other's to the hotel.

Hongjoong was now sat on the bed lost in his thought's he hated how he made everyone worry, it's like he can never do anyhting good many people have told him he isn't a grate leader and it was starting to get to him, Seonghwa was looking at Hongjoong before he stopped doing what he was doing and went to Hongjoong and hugged him, "what wrong my love." "I am ok." "no ur not I can see it in ur face ur not ok please tell me what's wrong." "I am failing." "failing what my love." "u guy's." "what do u mean." 

"I can never seem to do anything right everyone has been injured I made u all worry when I didn't show up with the other's, everyone is right." "Joong u do everyhting for us don't listen to what everyone is saying they don't know what happens when we are not infront of the camera's." Hongjoong starts crying and hides in Seonghwa's arms, Seonghwa hug's Hongjoong, "I can't take this anymore." "we have a few days left here in the us before we head home once we get home we all will take a few months off to rest up." "ok." "now come help me with my lego set it will keep ur mind off thing's for a while." 

the next few days went by quickly and Ateez were now on their way back to Korea, Seonghwa had told the ceo what had happened and he agreed with Seonghwa that they can take a few month's off to rest and do what they wanted for a while. Hongjoong and Seonghwa were in their room laying in bed hongjoong was finally asleep, Seonghwa had messaged Mingi and San to tell them to come to his and Hongjoong's room, 

when the both of them arrived at the room the both of them entered quitely, "what's wrong mom." "ur dad has been going through a tough time for a while now he only told me not long ago and this is why we are taking some time off but I need u both to do me a favour." "what is it." "while the both of us do thing's together to help keep his mind off the thoughts I need the both of u to take care of everyone for a few days." "ok we can do that." "where are u both going to go." "to see mom in law." "so u and dad are going to see his parent's." "yes along with going to see my parent's for a while I know Joong misses them so maybe if we go and see them he will forget the negative comments." Mingi and San nod.