Matz oneshot book

Secret crush

Hongjoong had a secret crush on Seonghwa since they debut and tried his best not to make it obvious but it was hard since they fan's would always notice it and some were getting angry with it and some people were happy.

Mingi was the only one who knew about it since Hongjoong had told him about it. but the thing was when Seonghwa was asked if he liked anyone or was dating anyone Seonghwa replied with a yes he was dating someone,

so from that day Hongjoong stopped trying to get Seonghwa's attention and never did anything with him he always made sure he was paired up with Mingi,

everyone had noticed the sudden change in Hongjoong but ignored it thinking it was something personal, all but 4 of the member's would invite their loved one's over, Mingi and Hongjoong were single and San and Wooyoung were dating,

one time when everyone had their lover's over for a night in Mingi and Hongjoong left the dorm and went to the company to go over their song's or the choreo, "I hate how they just invite them over without asking u," "I know it get's on my nerves the only people I don't care about is San and Wooyoung because they are in our group."

"yea that fine but the other's it pisses me off that they don't ask you or me to be honest." "this is why I have chosen u to be the other leader if I am not around." "wait really." "yea I chose you because u are the one I trust the most." "thanx you for trusting me." "ok so for our new come back how about we do a unit for the both of us." "sounds good, I was going to ask but since u brought it up first." "ok cool we are on the same page."

"I have this perfect idea of us being the only one's with a punk look and the other's with the same innocent look." "that's a good idea, our unit song can be like we are the first one's who escaped and are wining in life while the others are still fighting to get out and the beg us to help them." "ooo that sounds like a good idea let's do that."

so from that day the both of them worked hard on coming up with the song for their unit and for the other's to sing and for the whole group after words,

no one had seen the both of them in month's and fan's were getting concerned that they hadn't shown up to some of the reality show's they were ment to be on, the other's said that they were ok and that they were working on some project. a week later Mingi and Hongjoong had,

finished working on the song's and the concept idea, they showed their idea to the staff and the staff got to work on the groups look's. Mingi and Hongjoong had worked on their parts of the song's and their unit song.

Mingi was talking to the staff about something's while Hongjoong was in the recording studio with the other member's, after each member done their part of the song they had gone to sort out their outfit's.

Mingi told the idea to San and Wooyoung for the dance after he showed them the instrumental of the whole group song and the unit song. San and Wooyoung worked hard on each dance choreo.

a few month's later and everything was done everyone knew the dance's they needed to know and know the song's they needed to sing. the other's were now doing their concept photo's Mingi and Hongjoong were telling the staff how they wanted everyone placed or what pose they needed to be in.

after everyone's concept photo's were done Mingi and Hongjoong were now in the dressing room getting them selfs ready for their concept photo's before they needed to go the whole group photo's,

Mingi and Hongjoong were now getting their photo's taken and everyone else was just watching them, "damn they look like they just been through a heart brake."

"well the both of them have changed a lot for some reason but what made them do it I have no clue." "Hongjoong looks so fine." "Seonghwa remember u have a boyfriend." "I no longer have one he broke up with me." "what why." "because I am spending way to much time with u guy's and not giving him attention." "you gotta be joking right."

"nope he wanted me out of the group so he could have all of my attention and he told the company that I needed I needed to chose between the group or him so I chose the group which made him go crazy." Mingi and Hongjoong had heard this but chose to ignore it for the time being.

a few day's later after the album was realised they had preformed the song's and when Hongjoong and Mingi did their duo song everyone was shocked with the lyrics, the song was so good that it won 7 awards and was 2nd in the top 5 on billboard

that night after celebrating their win the both of them arrived home and when they seen the other's they just stood there, "what's wrong." "we are just angry that u both got 7 awards for ur unit song and that our whole group only got 3 awards."

"the fan's asked us to do a unit song and we gave them it so I don't get what is wrong plus this song my self and Mingi worked on showed the fan's how we really felt about everything." Hongjoong made his way to his room and locked the door,

Hongjoong was now laying in bed trying to sleep when he couldn't, his mind was just wondering to through different thoughts, there was a knock on the door, "come in." someone entered the room Hongjoong looks up and seen Seonghwa, "what's up."

"I want to apologise for the other's they were a bit sad that our group didn't get as many awards as ur and Mingi's did, but we are kind of angry that u had chosen Mingi as a second leader without telling us." "I was going to tell you I just didn't know how, now u can go I want to be alone."

"I am not going anywhere I want to know what was going through that mind of urs when u wrote that song." "which one." "ur and Mingi's song." "I wanted to let the fan's know how the both of us truly felt about everything." "what do u mean by that."

Seonghwa was now sat on the bed and Hongjoong sits up properly. "here is the thing u and the other's get more attention than me and Mingi our fan base as rappers is smaller compared to u and the other members and the both of us, but not just that it's the fact that u all minus Wooyoung and San brought ur lover's over without asking me or Mingi if it was fine."

"wait u weren't happy with it." "my self and Mingi were angry that u would do something like that and not ask if it was ok with us." "why didn't u say anything." "we did but we always got shut down by everyone besides San and Wooyoung."

"well from now I'll make sure the others ask u and Mingi before anything." "there is no point in that they will only get angry plus why should u worry about the other's u have someone." "not anymore I don't." "oh." "yea he made me pick between the group and him so I picked the group u guys are my family and family comes first."

"u didn't have to do that u know." "I know but the other reason is I fell for someone else." "oh that's good." "oh Hongjoong." "what." "it's u silly." "what is me." Seonghwa slaps his head, and then looks at Hongjoong and Kisses him,

"u are the one I fell for, and I used the other guy as a distraction because I was told I couldn't be with u." Hongjoong just looks at Seonghwa shocked, "why though." "I don't know they never told me." Hongjoong kisses Seonghwa and hides in his arm's

"I don't care what they say I just waant u and only u." "and u will." "but Mingi." "don't worry about him I think one of the other member's are taking care of it." "how long have u liked me Seonghwa." "debut." "the same amount as I have." "yea I know, do u remember the day I needed to tell u something but the staff needed me for something."

"which time." "it was 2 years after we debut we were on our 3rd world tour." "now I remember." "well it was then I was going to tell u but the staff told me I wasn't aloud to tell u because u had to be with Mingi that's what they told me so they made me date,

someone I didn't but eventually I fell for him but one day while u and Mingi had gone to get food for us he showed his true colours in front of all of us." "that's why when we came back everyone acted different." Seonghwa nods, "well at least now we can be together and not worry about anything."

The End