*yall why i forgot to put the number of the chapter .. don't smoke kids*
Ka'rasi June Smith *kaykay*}
📍Dallas Texas
"what's wrong" zayvehin asked as i scrunched my face up.
"it's like they sitting right on my bladder , damn" i mumbled and he chuckled rubbing my stomach.
It was my last day in the hospital and i was doing very well. They told me i have to check up at the doctors office more often for the babies and to make sure everything is okay.
"can you pass me my ice" i said pointing at my cup. He walked over there and got it as i thanked him.
"are you excited?" I said and he looked up from packing one of my bags.
"fa what?"
"having kids" i said , looking down at my suitcase.
"hell yea" he said and i smiled. "im finna be a whole Dad"
"you think of any names?" I asked and he shook his head.
"im thinking... noelani and kouture" i said closing my suit case and zipping it up.
"i fuck with it , as long as it's not similar names" he said and i lightly chuckled.
"just cause they twins don't mean they need similar names"
"what about if i can't tell them apart" i said frowning and he laughed hard as hell but i was being dead ass.
"im serious!" I said and he held back his laughs before bussing out laughing as i chuckled a little.
"you they mama , you gon know" he said and i rolled my eyes.
"knock knockkkkk" i heard and i saw lasia walk in with Kaylee.
"hey guysss" i said smiling and giving them hugs.
Not to far behind was zi and bino. They chuckled dapping up Zay and giving me a side hug.
"damn twin you finally out the hospital" bino said and i rolled my eyes.
"we actually have something for you kaykay" lasia said and i looked at her before slowly nodding and sitting on the bed.
she gave me a gift bag and then a envelope with i guess a letter. I smiled and looked up as she stood up to talk.
"It's being hard for a lot of us and definitely yall. A lot of injuries and funerals... so i got you this because i know you had been through a lot and me and Kaylee wanted you to know we gon stick with you forever."
I wiped my tears as Zay came to sit next to me and wiped my face , while rubbing my back.
"OKAY OPEN IT" bino said as i put up my middle finger.
I opened the envelope and saw a picture fall out. I flipped it and saw me and ceecee , i couldn't even read what was under it before i broke down crying.
"NOO CEECEE" i yelled as i flipped the blanket to see her shot. "NOO"
"i gotchu" Zay mumbled in my ear as i laid on his shoulder.
"take your time fren" Kaylee said and i wiped my face.
I read the words under it as my hand lightly started shaking.
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friend don't cry cause i might cry lmao... but i know you lost a best friend of yours and you have been through a lot of shit , all while balancing taking full care of your sister. When i say you are strong as fuck i mean it. I don't think i would still be here if all the stuff that happened to you , happened to me. we never had a deep conversation about ceecee but i see how your eyes light up when talking about her and how you always keep her name alive and in your heart. I found this picture in her room while i was helping zi clean it out. If you flip it over on the bottom it says in cursive "more then just my best friend, she's the sister i always wanted" . She's always with you and just so you know that i got you a gift inside the bag...
love you friend and if you ever need someone to talk to , im always here for you !
love , lasia!
"Thank you so much" i said through tears. "aw i love you too"
i opened the bag and saw a pendant with me and her last picture we took in it. I couldn't even cry anymore i sat there and looked at it in awe.
"i can't cry anymore" i said and everyone laughed as i chuckled wiping my face. "ughhh i love yall"
I got up and gave them a hug as we rocked back and forth. I wanted all this to be a happy ending... im so glad Zay is changing but will this be the end of all this bull shit?
i lost my dad... shit my mama but got her back.. my best friend .. car blew up , house got shot up... i wanted a happy ending , a life with my kids , a life with my man... i don't want to check my back every 5 seconds.
i wanted better for us .
Authors note;
Talk to me nice !! I updated guyssss and THANK YALL FOR 800+ VOTES AND THE VIEWS IS 35K + !! I love yall so muchhhhhhh and im going to be updating more:
If you didn't read heart strings , go readdd. Both this book and that one got updated!
