struggles

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"Come on sleepyhead! it's morning already!¨ Jack floated just above Shins head with a big grin. Shin only groaned and turned pulling his blanket over his head. Jack grinned, he loved waking Shin, only because only he could do it. he let a cold gust blow under Shins covers making him shiver. ¨Jack, stop it¨ he groaned and tried to hold his blanket around him. ¨Nope, get up, you need to go to school¨ Jack snickered and pulled off the cover revealing a curled up muscled Shin. ¨Jack..... why?¨ he said dramatically while looking up at his floating friend.

Jack pouted jokingly, ¨I'm lonely¨. well, it was meant joking, but he really was lonely without his black haired friend by his side. ¨I bet you got enough to do mister winter¨ Shin chuckled and got up and dressed himself. Jack watched his friend dress, taking in the sight of that amazing body his friend has. well of course he did unnoticed.

¨Shin! get up you'll be late!¨ Shin's mother yelled from downstairs. ¨see?¨ Jack grinned. ¨shuddap you. Comming!¨ Shin said as he ran downstairs with his schoolbag. 

honestly, Shin hated school. he always told Jack to wait outside because it was weird in the eyes to others to talk to thin air. but the actual reason was that Shin was bullied by his classmates. there were some nasty rumors going around about him, rumors from before he met Jack. he wasn't always this cheerfull, not at all. 

Jack had changed his life outside of the hell called school. he was grateful for that. but he didn't want Jack to worry, nor did he want him to rage in school. casting a forever winter wouldn't be fun either you know. Not that i mind but sometime food needs to be replenished, meaning there has to be growing veggies, with snow it isn't possible.

at the gate of the school he said a goodbye to Jack, before walking into hell on earth. 

in school, he held his head down, his posture wasn't that good either, everything on him said, i don't want to be here. but it automatically went like that. 

Shin went to his locker and opened it while standing at the side. water balloons full of ink fell down on the ground. he guessed right someone planted a trap.. again. he put his books in his locker and closed it before going to the janitor noticing him for the ink. he nodded and petted Shin's head. ¨good luck today kid¨ he muttered and went to clean the mess up. Shin sighed and walked into class, avoiding every guy that could put him in the trash or ruin him in one way or another.

in class he got balls of paper thrown against his head and not just dry balls, no they were sticky salvia balls. he was disgusted with it. he needed to remove those in the men's bathroom, where, if he encounters someone, he will be put into the toilet, or locked up. so many things had already happened. he was already happened they didn't leave any bruises as evidence. otherwise Jack would get suspicious.

when school finally had ended he went to the upper floor where no one was and went to the toilet to get out all the gum and paper balls. it was a lot of work, but he was used to it now... he looked into the mirror. 

¨those rumors... why do they even know¨ Shin muttered under his breath.


Jack floated happily as he saw his black haired friend walking out. he still wondered why he couldn't follow Shin in school, but he respected Shin's wish and just let him be. well he couldn't want to always be with him of course, after all, everyone needs to be on their own, lead their own lifes. Jack felt he was just a small part of Shins childhood, even though he was still seeing Jack, he could stop any moment, he lasted already longer than the others..... there is just a lot of uneasiness.

¨Hey Jack¨ Shin smiled happily. ¨Hey Shin, how was school?¨ Jack asked as he floated next to his friend who was walking home. ¨it was alright, boring like always though¨ Shin answered.

somehow Shin looked tired. ¨Shin, something up?¨ Jack asked looking questioning at his friend. Shin shook is head, ¨not at all, how so?¨ he said acting surprised. ¨you look tired¨ Jack answered and ruffled Shin's hair, ¨don't overwork yourself alright?¨ Jack smiled softly. ¨don't worry, i won't¨ Shin smiled, he liked the touch of Jack, it was cool yet warming. ¨thanks for thinking of me¨ Shin smiled and walked content further.

Jack bit his lip restraining, he needed to keep calm. just enjoy it, it's fine. he won't go soon, so enjoy now.....

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