SHINING DIAMOND | SEVENTEEN

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Dk exchanges a look with Arin, both not knowing what to do. Here Stella was crying in Mingyu's arms basically confessing her feelings for Vernon while her boyfriend is behind them, and just overheard. 

Namjoon ignores the awkward looks from Dk and Arin and clears his throat. This makes Stella jump in Mingyu's arm, and looks behind Mingyu's figure to see Namjoon

"Joon? is everything all good?" Stella asks him confused, unaware that he overheard her. She assumed he was possibly jealous of her being in Mingyu's arms 

"I don't know Soyoon. Should i be all good when my girlfriend is crying over a guy that isn't me" Namjoon says to her, his teeth clenched, he clearly was having a hard time on expressing his hurt 

"Ah shit" Mingyu says under his breath, sharing a worried expression with Arin 

"Hyung, it isn't-" Dk steps in trying to help Stella out but Mingyu gives him a look to stop talking 

"Namjoon, i can explain really, but can we go outside or something or somewhere more private?" Stella says to him, clearly uncomfortable with the situation especially she didn't want Mingyu, Dk and Arin involved and witnessing it. 

"What are you uncomfortable what your friends think? they already know, everybody knows, even me but i acted like a fool and decided to look away. I believed i could make you love me more than him but i'm the idiot and i let you play me like a fool, i'm so stupid" Namjoon says rubbing his hand over his face in irritation 

"No, Joon, you're not stupid, i'm so sorry-" Stella says stepping closer to him but he stops het from getting closer to him 

"do you even have any guilt?" Namjoon asks her 

"of course i do-" 

"then why i don't get it? why still be with me, why lead me on, why let me fall in love with you when you were already in love with someone else?" Namjoon asks her raising his voice as tears fell down Stella's face 

"because i loved you too" Stella admits 

"loved?" Namjoon questions and nods his head understanding "goodbye, Soyoon" 

"Namjoon, wait, please" Stella says following after him. People were staring, unaware what the situation was, just noticing that the two seemed to be in a fight. One of those people being Vernon.

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"Namjoon, please, can you slow down. let's just talk for a minute, please" Stella cries out after him, following him out in the night 

"I don't see why we should talk, i got everything i needed to know" Namjoon yells out 

"can't you just let me explain-" 

Namjoon sighs and stops, turning to face her "what's left to explain huh? i heard you, i know how you feel, and what i know is that you love him not me, i'm not questioning whether or not you ever loved me, i know you do, or did, or whatever. But you could never love me the way that you love him, and i see how he looks at you too, so please explain that to me Soyoon? how can i be with you when i feel as though you are using me as a distraction or as a tool to get over him? please stop wasting your time and energy on me and on us, because clearly your feelings for him won't go away. I can't be with a person if they are not 100 percent for me, so please spare me anymore pain and lets just end it" 

Stella looks down at her shoes and felt the tears run down her face, knowing she probably looked like a slob "i'm sorry for hurting you and causing all of this, i didn't mean to hurt you, i really did love you, you know?"