Insecurities

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You were getting ready to go out with brook (your boyfriend) to meet his friends. You are sat on his bed waiting for him to finish fixing his hair.

Your POV:

"Baby are you ready to go" brook says, walking over to you and kissing you on the lips.

"Yeah, I sure am" you reply. You were really nervous about meeting his friends... Will they like you? You are getting more nervous with every second that passes. What worries you the most though is what the public will say about you.

(((Skip journey to shopping centre)))

Brooklyn keeps his arm wrapped tightly round your waist as you walk through the shopping centre. A few of his friends come walking up to him.

"Hey! Brooklyn nice to see you man" one of his friends say.

"Hey, you to bro" Brooklyn replies. After twenty minutes of talking you start getting bored. His friends are lovely, but you are so bored and want to explore round the shops. You turn to brooklyn and whisper in his ear

"Babe, would you hate me if...." But he cuts you off before you could finish your sentence.

"I know you must be bored baby, go and have a look round the shops, I love you" he kisses you.

"I love you too". You walk around the shopping centre.

You see Newlook (a shop) and you decide to go and see what they have in store as they have a sale on at the minute. You are browsing the clothes when you overhear a group of girls saying things about you.

"I think that's brooklyn beckhams girlfriend" one of them says.

"Ewww! Really he can do SO much better than her" the other says.

"Haha I know, isn't she ugly" another says.

You feel the tears filling up in your eyes, but you hold them back. You walk out of the shop and want to go home. You feel like shit because you think that there are soo many pretty girls and you believe what they say... Brooklyn can do better.

You try calling brooklyn but there is no answer. You find him with his friends.

"Hey baby" he says hugging you and kissing you on your forehead. He is standing with two girls.

"Hey" you feel really insecure because you think they are so much prettier that you.

"Meet Y/N, Y/N meet Maria and Charlotte" you all say hi and then their guy friends call them over and it is just you and brooklyn.

"Brook, I want to go home" you give him a sad look "don't worry I'm not saying that you have to come with me, your having fun you should stay" he looks slightly confused.

"Baby, what's wrong" he asked worriedly.

"Nothing, I'm just tired" you lie.

"One sec baby, let me just say bye to my friends then we can go home" he says kissing you.

"Brook you can stay here" you say.

"No baby, I'm not letting my girl go home by herself, what if something happens, your mine and I want to protect you" this makes you smile, but then you remember what the girls were saying earlier.

(((Skip journey home))) 

(You are living in brooklyns house)

"Hello is anyone home" brook calls out. No answer. "Looks like we have the place to ourselves" he says. You smile faintly and follow him up to the bedroom you share.

"Baby come and sit with me" he says patting the space on the bed next to him. You walk over to him and sit down on the bed. "Baby ever since we left the shopping centre you've been acting weird, please tell me what's wrong" he says.

"I don't want to talk about it brook" you say. 

"Y/N I hate seeing you like this, what's wrong princess you can tell me anything, what happened" he said, his eyes tearing up. Aww brook was really upset, which made your heart melt because it showed you how much he actually cared for you.

"Well, earlier I overheard these girls talking about me and they said that I wasn't good enough for you and that you could do so much better than me and that I am ugly" you start crying "and the worst part is is that they're right" you cry harder and he holds you in his arms and kisses you.

"Baby that is pure bullshit. You are the best thing that has ever happened to me, I couldn't get anyone better than you even if I tried. You are my world, my queen... And I want to be with you for the rest of my life. You are the most gorgeous girl I have ever seen and nobody compare to you... I love you so so so much and one day I want to marry you. I want to have babies with you and grow old with you. I love you, so don't let them girls make you insecure because you're amazing just the way you are". You were practically in tears now because you didn't realise you make him feel this way.

"I love you too brook, you are my world and my king and I want to marry you and have babies with you and grow old with you too. Thank you for always knowing how to make me feel better" you say.

You fall asleep in his arms with a smile on your face.


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I am so sorry I haven't updated in ages, but I will update more frequently now!

Thank you for all being so patient with me.

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