Brooklyn Beckham Imagine

He finds out you self harm

Y/N POV: 

You get bullied all of the time. People say mean things about you and brooklyn, but brooklyn doesn't know anything about this. 

You are sat in brooklyns living room with brooklyn. David,  victoria and the children are away for the weekend, so you and brooklyn have the house to yourself.

Brooklyn was telling you about his day and how he was out with his friends earlier today. It made you feel very insecure because he was talking about Sophia, who is beautiful unlike you. Every once in a while you say 'wow' , 'cool' e.c.t. It makes you want to cry but you don't want brooklyn to see you upset so you decide to go to the bathroom.

"I'll be back in a minute" you say, getting up and running upstairs into brooklyn room and into his ensuite.

You cry, because you don't believe you are good enough for him. He could replace you with any girl at any time and this makes you feel like shit. You open the cupboard and reach for a razor blade. Brooklyn doesn't know you cut and you don't want him to. You do it because it helps you control your pain but you know he wouldn't understand so you don't tell him. 

Floods of tears fall from your eyes and you get ready to cut your wrist again. Before you could do anything else something grabs the blade out of your hand... 

"Baby girl why?" Brooklyn says with tears forming in his eyes. He puts the blade down and holds you in his arms. You ball your eyes out letting him see how you are really feeling inside.

"I'm sorry" you say. He kisses your forehead.

"Baby, why would you do that to yourself" he asks, wiping the tears away from his eyes and your eyes.

"Because whenever I feel like I can't tell you things, I cut and it make everything seem okay" you say bursting into tears again.

"Shhh baby it will be okay. Baby please never do that again. You can tell me anything baby just please don't cut" he says. "What is making you feel like this".

"People keep saying mean things about us brook and I don't like it. I feel like you can replace me any time with anyone" you say.

"Baby ignore them . I can never replace you. I love you and nobody compares to you" he says. "I'm sorry for being a shit boyfriend" he says and more tears form in his eyes.

"Brooklyn you're not a shit boyfriend, you're the best boyfriend I could ever ask for, I love you" you say. You kiss him.

"Then why do you feel like you can't tell me thing baby" he asks.

"I feel like I can tell you things, but I just didn't know how to tell you about this. I thought you wouldn't understand, I'm sorry". You say feeling bad.

"Just promise me you will tell me what makes you feel sad in the future" he says.

"Brook, I promise" you say kissing him again.

"Shall we watch a movie" brooklyn suggests.

"Yeah, I think we should" you reply. You both make your way down to the living room and cuddle on the sofa, while watching Fast and Furious 5.

"Baby, you're gorgeous and I love you" brooklyn says.

"I love you too brook" you reply. You start kissing, passionately...

"Let's take this upstairs" brooklyn says taking you by the hand and leading you to the bedroom.... 

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