Dominik mysterio~self harm

Time wasted on me

About 2 hours later Dominik wakes up to being on his fathers chest as his father and sister are watching tv he yawns and rubs his eyes "good morning sleepyhead" Rey laughs as he rubs Dominik's back "what time is it?" Dominik asks sitting up "almost 6" Rey says as he shuts the tv off "go wash up for dinner princess" Rey tells Aaliyah "dom you feeling okay baby?" Rey asks getting up and fixing the blankets on the bed "surprisingly I feel a lot better" Dominik's says with a bit of a smile on his face "dad.. can I talk to you?" Dominik asks trying to avoid eye contact "anything baby what's wrong?" Rey says stopping whatever chores he was doing to listen to his son "I appreciate what you and mamá are doing for me I really do but don't waste your time on me..." Dominik says stuttering "what-what do you mean Dominik... do you plan on hurting yourself?" Rey asks quietly "no... I don't plan on it now I used to... dad... what happened at the arena wasn't an accident..." Dominik says quietly fidgeting with his fingers Rey can't help but feel so much hate for himself "I'm sorry dad I-i just couldn't handle it anymore I'm not sure why I feel this way but I'm hurting so bad right now I have the perfect life and I'm fucking everything up" Dominik says while crying into his fathers arms Rey's not sure what to say I mean his own son his boy his 'mini' me just said he tried to kill himself "dom hey baby no one's 'wasting' any time on you baby we love you so much you deserve to be here and you deserve to live I promise you baby" Rey says holding his son in his arms "I'm sorry papá" Dominik says wiping his tears "I know you are baby but you don't have to be sorry" Rey says kissing his sons head as Rey lays in bed for a few more mineuets Angie comes up to the bed room "dinners done, cmon boys" Angie says with a smile on her face as she walks away "cmon baby let's go eat" Rey says getting out of his bed "d-dad km not really hungry" Dominik says still upset about the conversation "I know baby but atleast come down to dinner so we can eat as a family okay?" Rey says which makes Dominik get up out of bed as the family meets in the dining room for dinner Angie puts the plates infront of everyone as she made burittos con arroz y frijoles Dominik looks at his dad and Rey gives him a small understanding nod and Rey starts up a conversation "dom we went to grab your bags from TJD house" Angie starts "yeah they said when you're feeling a little better they wanna see you" Aaliyah chimes in "can I?" Dominik asks looking at his father "of course mijo" Rey says eating his food Aaliyah almost hurts seeing her brother so sunken and broken his eyes so glassy with tears and his heart broken as he feels like a burden to his own family "oh dad, you think I could-" Dominik zones out of the conversation as he thinks about the day it happened he's not sure what came over him he just knows how much he was hurting he had such a good match he pinned his opponent but as he walked out of the ring with his music playing he heard the chants and the screams of people wishing death upon him he had never heard things like that from other people only himself and what he walked back to TJD club house he- "dom" "dom" "earth to dom" Rey said as Dominik snapped out of it "y-yeah?" Dominik said looking up at his family "you okay there baby?" Rey asked "mhm" Dominik mumbled "can I be excluded?" Dominik asks as Rey and Angie looked at eachother "can you please take one bite" Angie said Dominik couldn't h-he just couldn't he looked at his food and then twords his families heart broken faces as they could tell he was hurting again "I-i can't..." Dominik said as he sat back in his chair "why what's wrong" Rey asked in slight confusion "I can't dad, mom can I please go?" Dominik said as his eyes began holding back tears as Rey and Angie look at eachother once more "okay..." Angie said