It's almost been a month since Tasia left. Every time i try and talk to her she always says, "I don't want to hear it" or "Not now Taraji". If I'm being honest, I am about give up! She's probably messing with someone else as I'm speaking right now. Hell no, fuck that I'm getting my family back. I got to plan some shit to make this work.
2 days later
Taking the week off to take tasia and the kids out of town for the week. I told the kids before i told tasia knowing she would never tell our kids no and my plan worked. I'm taking them on a 7 day Disney cruise. I'm lowkey excited myself thhinking about it. I have ordered matching outfits for the kids including me and tasia. We leave in 2 days, so i convinced her to come home till we leave and she agreed suprisingly.
Raji- hey sweets (im very happy to see her, i just wish she sees that)
Tasia- hey (she said dryly still not wanting to be around me)
Raji- Can we talk, it's much needed before we go on this trip, so we don't argue and ruin the trip for the kids.
Tasia- Sure I guess
Raji- Baby I'm sorry, you're right I could've fought harder, and I should've, but I can assure you it won't happen again from here on out. After the trip I've scheduled us a couple's therapy twice a week. I'm really hoping you would come with me and at least give it a try. I want us back, all under the same roof, it's very lonely here without my family. Can you please forgive me sweets, i can understand if you still want your space.
Tasia- Raji baby I been forgiven you, I just needed space and time to release my emotions. If it wasn't for this trip, I probably would still be at Dani house right now. You really hurt me raji, so how am I supposed to believe you won't do something again. I love you god I swear I do, but I don't know.
Raji- Baby...(I tried to touch her, but she snatched away)
Tasia- No don't baby me, you don't get to that. I'll come home for the sake of the kids but we're sleeping in different rooms . I'm going to pack the rest of our, I'm done talking!
Raji- ok..( I said above whisper)
2 days later/Travel day
We have to be on the boat by 12pm and we're about an hour away from, so I decided to wake up earlier than everyone else to make sure every thing is packed and together. I sit the kids personal bags out with headphones/tablets charged. I picked everyone outfits out so getting them up and ready would be a breeze. It's 7:15am everyone is still sleeping so I decided to take a quick shower, do my hygiene and a light breakfast for everyone. I made eggs with sausage and toasted some waffles.
After making everyone plates, I cleaned up and woke everyone up including Tasia. We said our grace and ate. Once we finished I put every in the dishwasher and started it before helping everyone wash up and get dressed. We're rushing now because it's already 9 and we start boarding at 10:30. Good things I already packed the car up.
We're finally heading out at 9:40, checking everything before we pull off.
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We arrive to the check in area at exactly 11am. The process for that took 20 minutes but now we're on and ready to turn up. (As you can see me and Tasia are on better terms)
Tasia- oh my gosh raji this is so beautiful
Raji- this a 3 bed room suite with our own balcony. Had to go all out, it was only right sweets. Ummmm so what do you want to do first?
Tasia- well we can grab a bite and explore the boat so we can kno what to do for tomorrow.
Raji- ok, kids let go eat. Your mother is being a big back at the moment (I said laughing)
Tasia- alright now not to much raji (laugh as she saying this)
We go to the buffet and eat. Then for the next hour or so we explore the boat with kids. If I'm being honest we could just stay on the boat and do activities with all the places they have here.
Our kids started getting cranky so we knew it was time for a lil nap. We make back to our room and lay the kids down. While doing so i decided i would take one to.
As I'm laying down I'm watching Tasia unpack the clothes and move around the room. "Damn she look so good" I mumbled thinking she didn't hear me. She looked at me and smirked shaking her head. "Come here mamas" I said lowly. Tasia just looks at me but don't move.
"Come here" I said sternly. She sighs eventually stops what she's doing and comes to me rolling her eyes. "What do you want girl" Tasia said rolling her eyes again. I pinched her thigh, "owww, what was that for" Tasia said.
Raji- rolling your eyes, do it again and watch what happens.
Tasia- not a damn thing, I do as I please
Raji- but you haven't rolled them again (she just stares at me cause she know better)
I pull her on the bed so she can straddle my lap. Boy oh boy she me hard as hell. I'm finna turn her every which way but loose, she ain't gone have a choice but to feel me this evening and the kids sleep.
Without a second thought I smashed our lips together. I missed kissing these lip everyday. I hope I don't fuck up anymore. When we break the kiss I stare into her eyes asking to proceed and she nods yes.
We start kissing again but this the kiss gets sloppy and we're both fighting for dominance but we all know I win that battle. My hand found their way under her shirt rubbing her sides.
I break the kiss to take her shirts off. Her boob sit perfectly in front of me. I trap my bottom lip in between my teeth mesmerized by the beauty of her body in front of me. It's like I fell in love again.
I wrap my lips around her left nipple sucking, licking and nibbling on it while squeezing/pinching the right one. "Mmmm baby, that feels so good" Tasia moans out while massaging my head. I switch boobs showing the same amount of attention to one another.
