~God Of Lust~

Chapter 5

CECILY POV

I've been paired up with someone today. In 30 minutes. Is it going to be Landon? It should be. Afterall, I filled all my preferences with him in my mind. I might not be on speaking terms with Landon at the moment, but that doesn't mean that I still don't like him. Oh god. I like him too much. I look at the time and start to get ready for the....uh..Well what do I call it? Losing my virginity? I guess yes. To say I'm scared will be an understatement, I'm terrified. What if it doesn't go as planned? What if he sees that it's me and then just leaves. But then I realise that we'll be wearing a mask, so he wouldn't be able to see me. We're supposed to meet at the island.

At the island

I'm nervous. More so than I've ever been before. Did I make the right decision by coming today? It's so dark everywhere, wind rustling the trees and plants and whatnot. I tighthen my mask- covering my entire face- and place the hood over my head to hide my hair, I forgot to wear the wig with all the emotions going through me. Over 15 minutes have passed and no one has showed up. Well, I've been stood up, I don't know why but I feel a little relieved at that fact. Giving up on seeing anyone here I make my way back to the dorms. This is so creepy. I feel like someone's following me- watching me from the shadows- I can hear the rustling of the bushes behind me. I start to run and the person chases behind me like a madman. I was running when my leg tripped over a rock and I fell down- my face to the ground. The guy sat one of his legs on my back and the other on the ground.
I turn my face around to see who it is, but all I see is a phone screen showing the sex website on it. It's Landon. I know it. "Stop moving sweetheart. You'll only make it difficult for the both of us" His deep voice raising goosebumps all over my body. It was Landon. It was his voice. I had to make sure I don't utter a single word or he'll know it's me. I stopped squirming about and stayed still. "That's good darling..stay just like that" His hands, one on my waist and the other on neck almost choking me brought me up from the ground to my knees with my back plastered on his chest. His hands kept moving from my waist to my breasts. "You know, masks are not my thing" He kept fondling my breasts while talking, eliciting a moan from me "but you're lucky. I needed a release so I just wore one." His hands left my breasts and slid to my waist. My hood was about to fall but I quickly held it and brought it back to its place. His hands went to the zipper of my jeans and undid them. "I'm not gonna be soft and pleasant with you...but you already know that right?" With that he slipped one finger inside me and started to fuck me with his fingers. Moans escaped from my mouth continously, I had to be careful to not say anything, but I so badly wanted to scream from the pleasure. He added two more fingers in me and I almost shouted from this feeling of fullness. I wanted to say his name. To let him know it's me he's fingering. Landon! Landon! Landon! "Landon!"
Eveything came to a pause. His fingers halted- still inside me, his other hand still on my waist. My eyes went wide behind the mask, scared of what was about to come. "Cecily.....is that you?" He spoke in a deadly calm and low tone. I couldn't speak anything. When I didn't say anything he grabbed me tightly by the waist and stood up, lowering me down on the ground. Both of us now standing. I could feel the anger radiating off of him. His hand grabbed my mask and removed it from my face. I could not face him. He took off his mask too and looked at me with disgust written all over him. "So it is you" He spoke with disdain. "Why are you speaking in such a tone?" I asked him. He doesn't have the right to talk to me like that. No one does. " Why am I talking to you like this?" He harshly grabbed my cheeks with his hand and pulled me towards him, dangerously close. "I didn't know you were into sex clubs Cecily, never knew you were a slut, wanting to be chased and then being fucked mercilessly." He let of go of me. Slut? Me? But I was a Virgin. I- I was not a slut! "I'-I'm not a slut Landon. But you surely are one." My voice wavered. I never had the confidence to say anything like that, but Landon just brings out this side of me sometimes. He took steps towards me and pinned me to the nearest tree. "How did you know it was me with the mask? You're stalking me?" "No. No. I-I-I'm not stalking you." He went a couple of steps back "I know you're in love with me Cecily. But you have got to stop believing that I'll ever like a girl like you. You're not what I need. Not what I want. So stop this for once and for all. Move on for God's sake. You're only embarrassing yourself." His words, harsh, filled my eyes with tears that would start falling any second now. "I am a bit surprised that you of all people would be into these things. But just because you think we have the same sexual preferences, doesn't mean I like you. I don't like you Cecily, not in the least. I could never like you."