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Akash pov
She is sleeping right now.. After making me so uncomfortable today this girl is sleeping so peacefully and smiling..I can bet in her dreams also she is laughing at me..
Why am I smiling thinking this..If anyone else was here instead of her he would be dead before making fun of me..I don't know what is happening to me..I never talked to a girl..I have only fucked them..
But with her it's different..I like talking to her...I feel at peace after talking to her..This is so wrong I should not feel this..If anybody comes to find out about this I will be so embarassed..
Today my mood was so off..If it would have been any other day like one month back I would have not cared for talking..I would have just fucked her hard like the initial months of marriage..
But things are so changed now..Six months have crossed and I have started feeling different...And by different means I talked with a girl..It was the longest conversation I have had with a girl..Things started changing from the day she cleaned me..I still remember that night..Oh it felt so good..I have never heard with anyone about that..
That day when my father slapped me I was so much angry.. Last time he did that I killed two of my enemy...But then there was this woman who came to me to make a deal that I let her stay on the terrace to escape from my mother..She has blown my mind that day..Was she for real?? I really thought that day that is she really not afraid of me...Has she started disrespecting me because I started talking little bit with her..Has she started taken me for granted..This thought raged me..And in anger I said I will fuck her..But the way she ran by lifting her saree my anger subsided..
She was just a mad girl and she has started making me mad ...
And by helping her for washroom I did a great favour... No husband do that favours on their wife..She must have felt special and grateful of me..
But when she started crying for that I don't know why I felt bad ...I hate that feeling..She makes me feel sometimes which I should not feel..Those feelings are no good for any man..And even by mistake if anyone comes to know about my different feelings I will loose respect...
That's why I have decided I will never let anyone know about my feelings..
Yesterday also when I was coming from the doctor after taking medicine for her I met my old friends Suresh, rajveer, suyash..
Flashback starts
Suyash: Are bhai bade logo ke darshan ho rhe..Khan hai bhai ajkal tum??
Shadi kya Hui ham sabko to bhul hi gye..
Akash: I laughed and said are nhi yaar thoda bss kaam me busy ho gye the ham..
Suresh: Are chal be chal hame sab pta hai kon se kaam me busy tha..Nyi nyi shadi hui thi bhabhi s door hatne k man nhi kiya hoga ...
My expression changed...
Rajveer: Bol to aise raha hai jaise khud door tha..Bhabhi k pair ek mahine me hi bhari kar diye the...
Everybody became silent because Suresh's wife miscarriage was happened on second month of pregnancy..
Akash: Are chal koi baat nhi bhagwan n ab do beta de diya hai..Ab anhoni ko kon taal sakta hai..
Suyash: Are bhai anhoni nhi thi issi baat ka to dukh hai..Sab kavita ki wajah se hi hua tha..Patni hai wo uska kaam hai pati ko har tarike se khush karna..Uss raat zara sa thak kya gye the uss ko bol diye muh me lekar choos lo..Magar nhi maharani ko neend aa rhi thi..Uski galti hai hamko gussa aaya pet k bal lita kar kas ke chut chod diye or issi Wjh s bacha gir gya..
Rajveer: Are koi baat nhi yaar sabak sikhana bhi to zaroori hota hai.. Issliye ham to shaadi ki pehli raat hi sab bata diye the..
Suresh: Shi baat h aurat jaat s zra sa baat kya kar lo udne lag jati hai..Ham to kehte hai har mahine do mahine sutai chahiye hoti hai..Phir thik thak kaam krti hai..Ham to dete h tamacha khich k muh p jahan naa nukur ki chudne se..
