I carried on walking and walking. It began to get dark. I heard the church bells ring for 7 o clock. My mom will be on her way home now. A tear came to me eye at the thought of my mom.
Why are you crying. I already told you she won't care.
And there's my brain stepping in again as usual. Ughhh. Stop. Maybe this wasn't such a good idea. Shall I just phone my mom to pick me up. Then I remembered my phone smashed on the floor. No! I shouldn't have left that there. My mom will see and read the messages. I don't want her to!
I don't even knowing where I'm aiming to go or how I'm going to live or anything. All I knew was its now pitch black and I'm scared. I'm too acres to turn the lights off downstairs before running up the stairs so walking the darkness of the streets alone at 10pm was a new experience I wasn't completely comfortable with. Why did I imagine this would help. I'm bound to be found and bought back home then it's gonna get passed round the school and that's another thing for people to tease me about.
Idiot
I'm so stupid. Then I remembered something. My mom will have been home 2 hours ago. I reached a park and found a small tunnel thing for the children to walk over. And I went under there. I got out my blanket and lay on the muddy floor. I don't know what I wS going to do tomorrow. Infact the only thing I know that's going to happen, or should I say not happen, is sleep.
However many hours later I lay on the cold ground still awake listening to the trees move in the wind. Tomorrow morning I'm going to find a cafe or something for breakfast. I may be upset with life but I'm not going to starve myself. I've got £65 with me. Not going to last long at all. Maybe I will starve.
It slowly began to get lighter and lighter and if I got points for answer questions right I would be getting some because I was correct, I didn't sleep. I couldn't. I walked a while until I got to a small village. Surely there is going to be a cafe. I mean well doesn't every small village have a cafe?...
Apparently not. Well this one doesn't anyway. I looked at my reflection in a shop window. My hair was a mess, my clothes were all hanging off my shoulders. I was also covered in mud and I had a giant tatty old bag strapped to my back. I asked a few people for the time but they just looked at me and carries on walking. With how I looked I'm not surprised. One woman grabbed her child's hand and started walking faster. I let out a deep sigh.
"Excuse me do you know the time" I endlessly asked people but just got the same respond. Apart from 1 person.
"One forty five" the kind woman said. Finally.
"Thank you" I said. I went to carry on walking but I was stopped
"Are you ok dear? You don't look to well and let's just say, umm.... Presentable" she told me.
"Oh umm I" I didn't know what to say
"You didn't sleep at home last night did you" she said almost as if reading my mind. I don't know what came over me. I just cried. Right there. Right then. Just stood in the middle of a village looking the mess I do crying to someone I never met before.
"Come with me" she said and turned around and started walking. She could be leading me to my death but oh well. What do I have to loose. I followed her as she said. We were walking for about 10 minutes then we finally reached this house. It was nothing special. Just an average house. She just walked in and the door was unlocked so I assumed there was going to be someone else in our company. I just stood there. She doesn't want me coming in her house. Who would. But then she said to me,
"Come on in. Don't be afraid"
YOU ARE READING
Too worthless to fall in love (Phan)
FanfictionPhil has been bullied his whole life and when he moved to a new school nothing changes. As people say, same old same old. But at his new school has he felt the saviour he only finds in his dreams or in his nightmares.
