I don't say my prayers on time in a regular basis.
Makes me feel guilty because I'm just too lazy, no other crisis.
I want to have all my fears to overcome
& to be gentle and wise - wholesome.
I have phobia that I'll get affected by a severe disease.
I need time on my own to exhale with ease.
I fear that I'll turn ugly
and never find a man I love or he might leave me.
I want a prayer room, a space for me.
I'll lay an Arabian prayer mat
calmly,open up, while I'm sat.
Allah will save me
from any misfortune, He will be
there for me
by my side
and from any new trouble approaching my way, He will move me aside.
I will pray so that luck favours me for the following day and days to come
I want to learn patience and not to overwhelm.
I want my prayers to be answered
and be heard.
I want to decor an Arabic marble engraved mandala for the wall,
I want an English translated Al-Quran and Hadith books from stall.
I'll have framed all the 99 beautiful names of Allah
and beg Him to let me enter the heaven after my departure, Inshallah.
30.7.24
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Poetry in a diary
Poetryneeded to make a second poetry work,I didn't write it though,my sister did.
