ahsoka is sad

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There are going to be references to mental health in this chapter so read at your own risk. I be projecting onto Ahsoka rn 👻. ANDD this has a big plot twist. Ignore the chapter name.

Ahsoka was lying in her quarters. She was touching up her lightsaber, for it had been scratched on a mission the day before. She heard footsteps approach her room. Ahsoka groaned. It was Anakin. On their most recent mission, Anakin and her had a fight. It was really over nothing, but Ahsoka held a grudge. "Ahsoka?" Anakin said in a sing-song voice. She didn't feel like answering. Her master cursed under his breath. Ahsoka wanted to taunt him. "Hey, you said a cuss word!" she exclaimed, moving to unlock her door. Anakin chuckled. He had been leaning on the door, so when Ahsoka opened it--he almost fell. Ahsoka moved out of the way before she could get hurt. She was laughing at her master when suddenly  her breath quickened. Anakin was still chuckling, but soon stopped when he saw his apprentice. "Snips? You good?" Ahsoka didn't want to worry him. This happened to her multiple times, but she was either alone or with Padmè (whom promised not to tell Anakin about it). Ahsoka shook her head, stumbling on her desk. Anakin got up from the floor, rushing to her. "Ahsoka, you're scaring me." She was trembling, trying to stand upright. It wasn't working. She covered her mouth, covering up her coughs and hyperventilating. Ahsoka was crying, and she didn't know why.  She had attacks like this before, but she always had a reason. Ahsoka rubbed her chest repeatedly, for she felt a sharp pain there.

Anakin knew what was happening. He placed a hand on Ahsoka's shoulder. She indeed was trembling. He saw tears fall from her eyes to her desk. Ahsoka suddenly stopped. She had a vision. A vision of a man in a black suit and helmet, and a Togruta with the same markings Ahsoka had, and the two were fighting. "Then I will avenge his death..." 
She felt like vomiting. She knew the Togruta was her, and the man in the suit was Anakin. She knew and that's why she was hyperventilating. Ahsoka's head jerked up. She was finally able to stand. She turned around to her master. What he saw before him wasn't the ocean eyes he knew. Her eyes were yellow. He stared right into her soul. Ahsoka held out her hand to the right. Both of her lightsabers joined with her. Instead of the green, they were...red. Anakin slowly backed away. She had turned. To the dark side, and he had no idea why. "S-snips? Please don't--" before he could finish his last words, Ahsoka made a fist it the air, force-choking her master. "You can't kill me...if I kill you first." she whispered, coming closer to Anakin's face. He grunted in pain. "Ahsoka--" his words faded. His body fell limp. Anakin fell to the ground. Ahsoka's eyes turned from yellow to the same blue. She shook her head in disbelief. "Anakin!" she exclaimed. 
What have I done?

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