Not Myself Without You (Bill Kaulitz X Tom Kaulitz x Y/n)

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It's been a total of like 2 weeks since Kyle and I have been dating. Turns out Tom has been fucking the blonde girl from the mall on and off. I don't know what was it with them. Bill keeps on receiving messages from the blond girls friend. It's just really chaotic.

To make matters worse. I think Kyle is cheating on me. He has been so secretive and just a bit distant from me. I got a little attached to him but not fully. Something is telling me not too. Anyways it was a school day and I came very late. I had a doctors appointment and I arrive in the middle of first period.

Tom's POV

I was confused why y/n wasn't here. I texted her but she didn't text me back.

Recently I have been doing shit with the blonde girl from the mall. I keep forgetting her name. She told me but I forgot. Anyways. I wanted to try to get y/n off my mind. But nothing helps. I have been talking to so many girls but it just doesn't feel right. I hate this feeling.

I hate it.

Y/n's POV

I walk into the class room and everyone stares at me.

"Sorry I'm late." I hand a doctor letter too he teacher.

"It's all good." The teacher kindly says.

I sit next to Tom.

"Hey." I say.

"Hey, why are you late? Where were you? And why didn't you respond to mine or Bill's texts?" He questions me fast. He cares so much about me.

"Sorry, I had a doctors appointment and I left my phone at Kyle's  place on accident." I say.

"Oh. Okay then." Tom says.

"Are you and your girlfriend official?" I say getting my work sheet out.

"Girlfriend?" He says

"Yeah, the blond one that keeps coming to your house."

"No." He says.

"Oh okay."

I was craving a hug from Tom, from bill, a kiss from them. I just miss what we used to have.

TIME SKIP TO LUNCH

as I exit out a class I see Kyle from a. Distance near a bathroom. He looked like he was waiting for someone. As I get closer to him I see a girl with pitch black hair run to him  and kiss him. Kyle kisses her back.

My heart drops. Did I really just get cheated on?!

I run up to
Him.

"KYLE?! What the fuck are you doing?!" I yell at him. The girl turns around and smiles.

"I- y/n-" he stutters.

I slap Kyle across of the face. It felt good.

"Fuck you you son of a bitch. You're nothing but a man child. I never even wanted to date your stupid ass, fuck you." I said slapping him again. Kids began to laugh.

I run off trying to hold in my tears.

I decide to just ditch school. I climbed the fence and run out to my car.

I begin crying a lot while I drove. Although I didn't even date him for long, although I didn't fully love him. Getting cheating on hurts. It makes you feel like you're never enough.