I woke up in the morning feeling way better than I thought. I am nervous but I’ll try my best not to mess things up this time. I have learned my lesson. No matter how much I love him, I can’t put our careers at risk because of my silly obsession. Thinking all of this, I didn’t realize how much time had already passed.
Y/n: I should hurry, Han Byul would be here anytime.
I got ready, Han Byul came and we left.
*At the variety show set*
They did my makeup and I changed into the outfit that I was given by the stylists.
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A staff member informed me that I had to go out in five minutes. I braced myself. After five minutes, Han Byul looked at me and nodded. I went outside.
At first everything was going smoothly. We played several games, read my fans’ comments and talked about my transition from a doctor to a model.
Host; So Y/n, all of your fans are curious, have you abandoned your medicinal career? Y/n: It may look like it because I haven’t been focusing on it, but the truth is I still study a lot. It was and is my passion so it is not something I can easily abandon.
Host: Oh, so you may one day practice again, I see.
Y/n: Yes
Host: So, Y/n we actually have a surprise for you.
Maybe because I am not used to these types of shows, I felt weird hearing that. I wonder what it is.
Host: Everyone please welcome Uhm Tae Goo!
My heart almost stopped. I was so surprised that I forgot to breathe. Everything feels hazy all of a sudden. I froze, my eyes still looking at him.
There he comes walking to the stage from the other side. He's wearing a pink sweater, his hair parted on the side. His chiseled cheekbones and face so beautiful I could look at it all day. He walks towards us, greets the host, and looks towards the camera to greet the people. Then he looks at me, me still not breathing. If I keep this up I might die right here. I need to keep my composure, I am in front of a camera, in front of millions of people. I recovered myself. He offered me a handshake. He was smiling. I shook his hand, and felt the warmth of his hand. His hands are so pretty and soft, I thought to myself.
Host: Tae Goo, here is your number one fan, y/n.
Tae Goo: Ah yes, I read the article and I am thankful to y/n for appreciating me so much.
Host: y/n, how are you feeling. Are you excited to see him? What do you think of our surprise?
Y/n: Well first of all, thank you so much. I am indeed surprised and quite flustered because he is someone I have only seen on the screen so I don’t really know how to react. Host: Oh that is understandable. Please take your seats.
I was still in disbelieve. I could barely answer any question. I just prayed this would end before I make myself more of an idiot. The Show was coming to an end. We said our final goodbyes and messages to our fans.
