Smp Oneshots

Goodbye (not For This Book)

Today is Thursday first of August, and my cat wasn't doing well recently so my mum took him to the vet at around 16:00 and came back home around 18:00 at that time I was watching a movie (jurassic world :fallen kingdom) and I paused to ask my mum if our cat was fine.
I noticed right away what was happening and she started crying while saying she had to put him to sleep.. I understood since it wasn't my first time so I got up to hug her cause I felt like she needed it..
I then started crying on her shoulder and a few seconds later my little brother joined when he finally understood..
He was an old cat older than me even he was there since I was a baby.

We came back from vacation a week ago and I let him have some space

since he's old and thought he would sulk like all time  after we come back..
So I didn't spend a lot of time with him as I wanted to.. He was there for me. Coming in bed with me was a routine waking up to him downstairs waiting for mum and giving him pets and sometime coming on my desk in front of me while I was playing on my computer and giving him pets at random times..
Going to dinner and him just staying at mine or my mother's side even tough he mostly knew he would not get food
(I would always give him pets under the chin tho)
When it was school time seeing him moving around exited for his medecine mixed with butter just how he loved it, he even used to walk with us to the park in front of our house when we walked there just for fun

And there is more to talk about but what I'm sure of is that he passed peacefully a day before it would of started being painful. I'm glad in a way..

Maybe I'll get a new cat soon? And he might come sleep with me in my bed or annoy me while I play video games
Or acompany me to the park. But we'll see
Att least he can join our other cat now

Goodbye Tigrou <3!