Just a biker boy.

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As I sat down in the ground, I cried. I cried and cried for hours and it just wouldn't stop. Bryce kept texting me and asking if I forgive him, but, I didn't know how to respond. I know it's a simple answer, it's just a yes or a no. But for some reason, my heart was telling me that I needed to ask questions and that I couldn't accept his apology just yet.

I woke up, confused on why I was sitting on the ground while in the clothes I was in before. Then I remembered... i literally almost died. Like oh my gosh! What would've happened if I didn't text Bryce? I probably wouldn't even be home right now. I got up and decided to change into some comfy clothes, I also took a shower and I wanted to focus on myself more. I needed to heal and stop stressing about so much when it's literally summer! I have no work and classes yet I'm constantly over thinking about stuff. I just needed a break.

I put my favorite show on as I sat on the couch with many blankets and pillows, I had my book out, fairy lights on, a smoothie, and I was clean. It was great! I was starting to fall asleep but someone started to knock aggressively on my door. I got up, startled. I opened my door and Bryce was standing there completely balling his eyes out. He was practically begging me to forgive him. "Adeline.. please. I'm so fucking sorry I will never do that again. I just didn't wanna hurt you at all but I guess that didn't work. I'm so fucking sorry and I love you so much. Please." He wiped his tears away. I only stared at him. "Fuck Adeline please! Answer me. Please just say something." He begged. "I don't know what to say." I replied, so, I closed the door on him..