Supernova

Chapter 18

Y/N's POV:

I removed Beth's blindfold after finally arriving at the beach. The sun was soon to set, and the air was warm and crisp with the slightest bit of breeze to cool you down. The makeshift bed Aubrey had set up for me was amazing with rose petals littered on and around the duvet and candles and a picnic basket on the side. Beth's eyes went wide. "This is our third date, and I don't want to pressurise you into anything because I want to go at your pace, so don't feel obliged to do anything with me tonight. I just wanted it to be romantic for you because you deserve the best and I want you to relax tonight and let me take care of you" I led her over to the bed, her hand in mine, and we both sat down as I popped a bottle of champagne and poured us both a glass. "H-how did you manage to do this Y/N? It's beautiful!", she choked out, her eyes teary. "No, please don't cry. I want you to be happy!"

Beth chuckled and kissed me quickly. "No, these are happy tears. I'm so happy. So so happy" We both kissed again before Beth pulled away and raised her glass. "To happiness", she whispered, her voice a melody to the steady rhythm of the waves breaking on the sandy shore. "I don't deserve you, Beth. You are truly incredible and the best thing that's ever happened to me"

"No. Don't say that! From the moment I first met you all those many years ago, my life has been filled with happiness and joy. Your presence brings light into my days, and your kindness and compassion never cease to amaze me. You are truly worthy of all the love in the world. Your amazing personality, your beautiful soul, and your unwavering support make you an incredible person. Your smile brightens up the darkest of moments, and your laughter is like music to my ears. I'm so very grateful for every precious moment we've shared together, and I just want you to know that - I love you, Y/N Y/M/N Y/L/N. My feelings for you are so deep and true, and I can't imagine my life without you. Thank you for being in my life and for accepting me just as I am"

Tears streamed down my face and I let out an uncontrollable sob. "You love me?", I whispered, taking her hand in mine and giving it a squeeze. Her face was now wet with tears also and she nodded furiously in reply. "I love you Y/N" "I love you more, Beth. More than you will ever know. Now, forever and always. It's you. It has always been you"

"Y/N I want you"
"Are you sure?"
"Yes, please daddy"

Elizabeth's POV:

Y/N's lips attacked my neck as her large hands tugged down my skirt and matching black lace underwear, my hips automatically lifting up off of the bed, to allow her to pull them off. Once she had got them to my ankles, I kicked them off and to the floor, then realised that this was actually happening. I was going to lose my virginity to Y/N; my best friend, my girlfriend, and my love. All of my younger-self's dreams were finally about to be answered. 

I know it sounds crazy, that at 24 years of age, I hadn't yet had sex, but none of my boyfriends lasted very long (either because they were dicks, or because I never wanted to go that far with them so quickly in our relationship whereas they did). One of the main problems I had was the constant fear that if I did have sex, I knew I'd feel guilty towards Y/N. I didn't understand it then, I just thought that that was a common experience, but as soon as I realised that I wanted Y/N all to myself, to be loved by her, to be around her and care for her always; that I loved her, I understood everything. Hence why I was glad that I waited for her. She was always destined to be in my life, and all the times we'd fallen out in the past, all the times we'd looked after each other and stood up for each other, all the times I'd fallen asleep with her by my side, all the times I said 'I love you' platonically because I didn't yet realise the difference between platonic and romantic love...it all came down to this moment. The magical moment in which she makes love to me. We make love to each other. The moment where I can accept fully whole heartedly that I love her romantically. I love her.