superficial energy | bllk chatfic

to my world.

To my world,

I still remember the first time we spoke or rather, texted. Your friends were persuading me to talk to you and even made my friends gang up on me to make it happen. Though I was reluctant at first, I found myself enjoying our conversations more and more. You were thoughtful and kind, and that’s what really pulled me in.

The more I spoke to you, the more things I found to love about you. I found myself wanting to spend more time with you to see just how much more lovable you could be. At first, I thought there might be something wrong with me. Every notification I received, I hoped it was from you, only to be disappointed when it wasn’t. Every call, I wished would never end, and every second with you, I wished would last forever.

I was honestly scared to confess at first. I knew you liked me, but what if you no longer did? I wouldn’t have blamed you if you did. I made you wait a whole month (I’m sorry about that, by the way). But realizing that you had confessed to me first, even without having the leisure of getting to know me, I really started to think you were the bravest person I’ve ever met.

When I finally built up the courage to confess, you assumed I liked someone else, and it broke my heart. I wanted to tell you how much I loved you right then and there, but I wanted to make it special for you, so I held myself back.

I don’t regret anything at all. Your presence has brought a warmth and joy into my life that I never imagined possible.

Seirin, you are so amazing, and I feel like I’m the luckiest person in the world when I’m with you. The way you smile, the sound of your laughter, and the kindness in your eyes are a constant reminder of how fortunate I am to have you by my side.

Whether we’re sharing our dreams or just hanging out doing nothing, every moment with you is special to me.

You’re so gorgeous, kind, and talented, and I admire you more than you could ever know. You make my days brighter and my heart feel so full. I can’t imagine my life without you and all the little things you do that make me smile.

Thank you for being you and for loving me. I promise to always support you, love you, and be the best boyfriend I can be.

Your hand holder,
Yoichi Isagi.

~a.n
happy girlfriend day to everyone!! the timing may be odd for some but it's already the 1st here so here we are ^^
and this may be written with the story in mind however this is also for all the girlies out there who aren't appreciated enough <3