Chapter One

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Open my eyes to yet another day of school.Being in 7th grade with friends who bully you constantly is not a pleasant feeling, but here we are. Today's a Tuesday, so we have Maths first period and church service this afternoon. Wonderful ,note sarcasm cause as much as I love maths, the teacher sucks and mom forces me to church. I don't get it, honestly. On to more pressing things, I need breakfast. After getting ready and preped, I head to the lounge, and mom has made nuggets , not my favorite, but okay. I eat it up with brown whole grain bread cause we need that fiber cause you know ibs sucks like my math teacher.

I get my bag and head to school, and my school is legit 5 minutes away, but sometimes the wind is crazy and I feel like I'm going to fly away at any moment, but we move. Right as I'm about to enter, so do Felicia, Amy, and Samantha. They come in with their mean faces . I wanted to fit in, so I took the insults and the bullying . I wanted their approval so I took my things from home and gave it to them at times I even took my sisters things ,which she did end up finding out about and I heard a ton of words but my sister would never understand she had friends that liked her . I just wanted to fit in.

Felicia was the leader and led the mean gang, and well Amy just follows Felicia's lead and is a little less mean and she's pretty bossy then there's Samantha who's relatively quiet but is the biggest gossip,I try to stay in their good books cause people can be mean and I'm like 4ft5 pretty short and I'm super thin. Honestly, not even looking at their mean personalities, they're really beautiful girls, and I always want to be fairer or thicker and just have a guy that looks at me the way they do them. But a girl can only dream, uh.

We headed for lunch and afterward we had Science. You would never guess the topic is evolution.  Me, who is Christian, of course? I don't believe in it, but my friends were a different religion and looked down on me for not believing in it. I was just shocked. I ended up succumbing and agreeing with them but felt so guilty cause it's not my view on the beginning of life, but I don't like not having friends and being alone. I was snubbed by them the rest of the day, but it's better wandering the school grounds by my lonesome self hmm.

School ended, and my friends went their way, and I did too. I couldn't even walk home from school with my sister cause she transferred to  a private school and used to return home at a later time. As I reached the door I heard it. Them fighting it was a constant aspect now. I just entered and looked at my parents. My mom stormed off to her room, and my dad poured himself another shot. I just quickly went to my room and threw myself on the bed.

My sister returned home not long after and asked me, "What's this eerie feeling in the house?" I
I told her, "They fought." she just walked away it's not surprising cause it's a common occurrence in our home. I went to eat and start my school work. Guess we won't be going church tonight. Uh, not that I'm complaining. It was getting late, so it was time for bed, but one problem was I couldn't fall asleep.

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⏰ Last updated: Aug 01, 2024 ⏰

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