★ ~ A BOOK OF WAR.
WAR BETWEEN RESPONSIBILITIES, HONESTY, PROMISES AND *LOVE* ~ ★
LOVE IS BEAUTIFUL BUT ALSO DANGEROUS... WHEN IT COMBINATES WITH MADNESS...
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"Babygirl, do you even know what you mean to me ?" he said in his deep and husk...
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Everything I was afraid of —Nightmares... No— Reality...
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"Beta, come back to me! Beta, look your mumma is calling you! Please!!"
The sound of my mother mourning reached my ears. She was crying— because of me —and I can't digest that fact.
I am the reason for her tears.
"Officer Sanskriti we need you, there are many drug peddlers and nation scamsters! We need you, please. You cannot get rid of your duty like this."
My senior said to me.
What's happening? I know this situation, I have experienced it many times... then... then why the pain is always the same?
I was standing in the middle. It was like I was standing on an empty island which is full of sorrow and sacrifice. Where I have to choose— whether going back to my normal life or staying here for the people like me who are also stuck here to protect the people who are living their normal life.
I have to make a CHOICE!
Whether my nation or my lovely mother with whom I've spent the loveliest moments of my life.
NATION.
"No, mum--mumma I am sorry! But I'll have to do this. Don't worry I'll be okay."
My voice cracked as I shouted so that she could hear me as I was in the middle of a war land and she was standing a few metres away from me. —so as my team—, I was standing in the middle. I just want to hug her one last time.
You don't deserve to be her daughter.
My subconscious mind said. Right. I don't deserve to be her daughter.
