Lean On Me

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Yujin Pov

After...the very...shocking...things that yujin told me...it freaks me out actually....and now..i was in my room.

Sitting on the floor.
While leaning my back to the door.

I can't sleep.
I decided to read the notes.

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Hello my little boy
Dad here..
How are you?
I hope you're doing fine boy..

First of all dad wants to say sorry...because I didn't get you the playstation that you want..
But !
Now !
Dad already bought it for you !
Happy birthday to my naughty boy ahn yujin !
I hope that you grow up healthy and stay handsome like me !
Inside this envelope if you check it properly...dad put a key.

What is this key for ?
It's our house but soon to be your house boy.

Well..maybe after you read this notes dad and mommy aren't by your side anymore.

But i know you are the strongest boy !
I know you can survive boy !
You are super strong !
You know that right ?
So..get back home yujin ah...
Go to this address..
And claim your present dear.

Again..
Happy birthday my one and only son.
I want you to know that...having you in my life is the best present that i have been asking for..the day that you have born to this world..the times that i carry you on my chest..the way you talk...the times you learn how to walk..im so happy with it...seeing you happy is my wish from now on ahn yujin..
Stay strong boy...
I miss you...
And i love you my son..

When you had your own family..you will understand it why..
You deserve much love yujin.

Go and get a good and pretty girls yujin...love her as much as you love us.
Don't forget to introduce the lucky girl to us okay ?
( Mommy )

We love you ahn yujin.
Dad loves you.
Mommy loves you.
Happy birthday once again my boy.

from your dad
love you.
( mommy too :> )

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I want to shout as hard as i can....but...nothing came out..
It's just tears...and crying silently.
Why...
Why do they look so happy...
I don't deserve to be happy dad...mommy..why...why me..

But then i hear wonyoung voice.

" Baby ? Why are you sitting there ? "

She come to me and sit infornt of me.

" Hey baby...why did you cry ? Hey...look at me..why ? Mind to tell me ? "

" Can I hug you ? "

She hugged me.
While my head on her chest.

" Shh....calm down babe...im here...calm down...shhh "

We stay in that position for about 20 minutes.

" you okay now ? "

I force a nod.

" No you're not.."