A.K.A Miss Bitterness (Ako na ang Single)

Lovers Everywhere

Gaya ng sinabi ko, hindi ako sikat, slight lang. My katalinuhang taglay. Pero simula ng nag simula ng nag college ako ay aba, naging uso itong with pleasing personality. Medyo na OP tuloy ako. Naniniwala parin akong hindi ako pangit, dala na rin ng panghihikayat ng nanay ko. 'Mag kaka boyfriend ka din anak, tiwala lang. Lagi kong naaalala. Pagkatapos ng relationship ko, kung matatawag mo mang relationship yun ay hindi na akong nagtakangkang umibig muli. Huehue sabi nga ng mga higschool.

Ang tanging lalaki sa buhay ko ngayon ay ang tatlo kong kaibigang lalaki. Itong kasama kong si Ryan na kahit sobrang gwapo  mas babae pa sa akin, si Kevin na umakyat na sa barko at 2 years later pa bago maset ang mga lakad and  si Bryan na sobrang busy kailangan mo mag 2 days advise bago kayo magkita. Not that I mind, we have our own lives anyway.

I grew up without a dad, well let's say nag mature ako ng wala si Dad. Sumakabilang bahay na ang Daddy ko. Though he didn't left us broke, he left us broken. But luckily my mother was the Reyna ng Pag momove-on nakailang jowa na siguro yun after kami iwan ng daddy ko.

'Hoy girl, magpunta naman tayu ng Mall' naistorbo ang pag de'day dream ko dahil sa kaibigan kong bading. 'Bibili ako ng Make Up kit, I'm running out of supplies.'

'We are going to graduate in 2 weeks time, pagkasyahin mo na lang yan. I'm just too weak to move.' I answered.

'Gaga! Kaya ka di nag kaka jowa. You are too lazy to go out' panenermon ng unggoy.

'And who Am I going to meet there? Mga Mall crew na nagbubuhat ng appliances? And besides wala naman akong bibilhin. My mom gets me everything.' I answered.

'Let's go shopping. I just wanted to be occupied. Alam mo naman, for this past few weeks, I been through a lot.' Ryan is getting dramatic that she gave in.

She knew of all the people. Ryan just went through a devastating relationship. If it hadn't been to her, he may not even graduate. Usually per hour ang rate nya sa pag aadvise. Pero libre lang kay Ryan, since he is family.

'Sige na nga. Ilibre mo ako ah' I said agreeing.

'Sure ginagastusan ko nga si..' he stopped and he looked sad. He know what he was going to say. Ginagsatusan nya nga si Benny sya hindi nya magastusan. She was almost guilty reminding him that. Ginawa syang gatasan ng hinayupak na yun. If she hadn't learn about it, he might as well keep doing it until now. When she found out, she immediately confronted the guy. She knew him because she have a lot of clients claiming that he was their boyfriend and that he was doing the same thing to the other girls. Gumawa pala ng farmville si Kuya na puro baka ang laman para gatasan. So she asked the girls to file a lawsuit against him. Isa lang ang di pumayag si Ryan. She know he wanted to make up for that.

One hour later they were at the mall.

'Ok girls, you take care of my friend here' Ryan told the sales ladies.

'Ang ganda naman po ng girl friend nyo sir' sabi ng isa. Kinikilig sila pare samen. Oh my God! Bakla kaya yan! She wanted to say. Kung hindi lang sya na stock sa damit na sinusukat nya. 'Ano ba to ate? Kiddie size!?

'Sympre, I am so handsome to get anyone ugly' Ryan said. Just going with the flow. He was enjoying himself. I'll kill you later I mouthed. Walang hiyang baklang to. Ginamit pa akong pang front.

'Ma'am this way' she was motioned by another girl to follow her for the latest designs. 'Your boyfriend says that I should spend the 10,000 with you.'

'SERIOUSLY!?' I almost shouted. Hindi narinig ng guard ang sinabi ko, yung 5 stalls lang.

'Yes ma'am ang galante po ng boyfriend nyo. You can go ahead and pick what you want.' She was reluctant at first, but since this was paid already, she have to comply. I'll just pay him later.

She sat at the waiting area, waiting for her sizes. On the other side, she can see couple of High School students locking lips on the corner. She identify the uniform. Ewwww yuck. Mag aral muna kayo leche. Looking at the other side, she saw one of the sales lady and a sales man, making habulan, and making palo to each other whenever thy caught one another. Tangina this feeling. She felt so awkward with all the love birds around. My Post Valentine Sydrome ata tong mga to.

When the sales lady come back she was relieved. Well not until na nakita nyang her lipstick are smeared and her blouse's two top buttons are undo.

That's it! Buwisit. Kaya pala ang tagal ng bruhang to. Nakipagharutan pa pala to. Love sucks. Cause of delay. Sakit sa ulo. She know too much now to engage herself to her.

When she retured to the reception, Ryan was there. He didn't buy any make up at all. He buys himself suit and Men's dresses.

'For a change. I wanted to be the normal me.' he looks so sad. She knew he just wanted to get a way to the person he was for the couple of weeks. From the weaker version of himself. She hugged him. 'I love you Rye, you know that right?' he answered by hugging her harder.
Fuck. She forgot that they don't know he is a gay. She hear a camera flicker. Oh my fucking hell. Photos has been taken everwhere.

'You guys are mistaken' I tried to clear the confusion. They just smiled. As if they know.

'Mag hanap ka na kasi ng jowa teh' Ryan said.

'No. You guys are troublesome enough' I said. And I am willing to keep it like that. Period.