A.K.A Miss Bitterness (Ako na ang Single)

Homopia Ngunit Kulang

Two more weeks and yes! she's going to graduate. Praise the Lord, Hallelujah! How many years have she endured to get through this graduation thing? Ilang pasensya ba ang nabili nya sa kanto para di mag give up.

She noticed her phone and open it. May lock. Two months of not using it and she forgot. She can be reach by the home phone number or makikitext na lang sya. She tried the common.

1. Birthday - 0505 l. Error.
2. Favorite no. - 0909. Error. Leche!
3. Monthsary - try lang. Haha 1118. Error please try again after 10 minutes. Huehuehue sabi ulit ng mga high school. Homopia pero kulang.

So she opened her laptop instead. I swear pag may password pa to ibabato ko na tong lintik na to. Luckily there wasn'y any. Tapos na naman ang Thesis nya she deserve a break so she went to the tahanan ng plastikan, kalokohan, at non stop landian - www.facebook.com.

She have a lot of friends request, about three. Puro pa jejemons. Errrr. Deleted.

Nothing's new. Hanggang sa facebook malalandi pa din ang mga tao. She saw her classmates posting quotes about graduating, about working hard to earn it, or about thanking their parents Plastik, pwe. Pluuuueeseee.. Parang kahapon lang pinag uusapan nyo ang parents nyo na di kayo binibigayn ng sapat na allowance para sa mga arte nyo sa buhay.

Surely her classmates are pretty. Pretty annoying. Her feeds are full of them. Pati pala pag tulog need ng selfie. Amazing. She laugh despite herself. She look at the people who are online. Ryan is, her mom! God, her ex wew!, and crush. Palakpakan!!
May crush din naman ako kahit papano. Wag lang sya magsalita.

She tried to post a status.

Two more weeks and it's over. She hit send. Well at least they know. Her family in the province deserve to know that she is doing fine. Unlike sa mga nababalitaan nila na nag adik na daw ako, or nakulong. One time one of her Aunt visited them because may rumours na pusher na daw ako! Can you imagine!?

Things are incomplete without food around so she went down to grab some. Her room was on the second floor so she have still take the stairs. Her house was lonely with just her and her mom around. How she wish that she have an older siblings. Ayoko nga maging panganay. Maybe that's the reason why she hates it when her mother dates someone new. If she somehow become a big sister she doesn't know how to support them emotionally. She was so independent and she doesn't have a caring bone in her body. Wala na. She cared too much one or twice already.

She reached the kitchen. Aling Monina and Donna are there, showing text messages and making tili with matching kurutan. Arrrgghh. Ke haharot!

'O gabing gabi na bakit ka pa bumaba?' Aleng Monina asks. She was there when she was still a baby. Teenager palang sya when she entered our household. Ngayon matandang dalaga na sya. Hays ang bilis ng panahon.

'I wanted to get some chips while I'm browsing the internet' I answered. 'Eh kayo bakit pa kayo gising?' I asked back.

'Henintay namin yung reply ng 8888 ng Globe. Matagal mag reply' Donna answered.

'Nakakakilig na ba ang punyetang 8888 ngayon?' pagalit kung sagot.

'Ay iwan ko sayo bata ka. Ito ice cream ay potato chips o' Manang gave me a lot.

'Salamat!' I stuffed a lot in my mouth too. Ahhhh heaven.

'Wag ka magpuyat at may pictorial ka sa lunes baka magka tigidig ka sa mukha' medyo natakot ako ng very light sa sinabi ni Aling Monina. She promise herself that she will get enough water and sleep.

'Tawagan mo na lang kami dito sa baba kung may kailangan ka. Kami na aakyat ha?' she called.

'Opo' she called out.

She settled down. What a life. Checking her facebook again there are already notifications.

54 People have like your status.
Ohhhhh amazing! Baka isa na dito si Mr. Right. Hahahaha. Stupid.

Her highschool friends and her relatives congratualated her. She likes each comment at a time. Apparently there are people who commented as well. Like this one Winnie Ocampo. The certified enemy number one of her. Wow. They hate each other at first sight.

"Congrats to us baby girl. We made it' plastik ang leche!. And all of her Tupper Ware friends did the same. Kunyare close. Che!!

Pati ang mga Arabong common friends ay ang si pag like din. Then someone message her. It was Mark. Her ex.

"Hoy musta? Congrats pala" he greeted. She wanted to say Ang kapal ng mukha mo leche ka!! Pa greet greet ka pa! But she typed, 'Hey ok lang. Ikaw?' casually.

"May nagbago sayo, di ko alang alam kung ano". He said trying to be friendly. Paki ko kung meron.

'Ano ka ba, wala kaya.' she replied.

'I see mahaba ba buhok mo' he finally concluded. Eh ano naman. Gagong to, kung ano pa sinasabi. He was just re-opening old wounds.

Stalk. Stalk. Habang di pa nag rereply si gunggong. Wew. There are a lot of girls on his timeline tagging him. Babaero! Manloloko!

Then he replied and she open the chat box quickly. 'What I wanted to say is ahhm..' he said hesitating.

'Say what Mark?'. Deep inside she was hoping. Hoping for so many things. Hoping he will say he's sorry, hoping that he wanted to see her, hoping that he would ask for second chance, or that he wanted her back. She hates it. How she still longs for this person who betrayed her, making her think that everyone will do so too.

'Well were going to celebrate our birthday soon. Let's plan for reunion.' Damn! Muntikan nya na itapon ang laptop. That hurts. Pahopia ka talaga kahit kelan.

'You know what, matutulog na ako' she typed almost immediately.

'Hey wait' he typed almost as fast as her. That was too much. To have one person with so much effect on her. She can't bear it. This was not her.

He kept her things out of her bed. She close the lights and laid there at the dark. And for the first time after 3 years. She felt warm liquid flowing from her eyes. She is crying for real it was almost funny.

She fell asleep after.