Depraved

33 . Alana

I walk towards the mirror in front of the couch and look at that reflection. I do look sexy and I like it.

"I look good" I say. She scrunches her face and says "babe you look more than good, now turn" and I slowly turn only my face looking at her. She says "keep it coming" and I turn completely and pose as if I'm posing for some magazine and we both laugh so hard at my poses. After a lot of pictures I ask "so can I change now?"

She lifts her head from her mobile and gives me a questioning stare, "what do you mean, this is for you to seduce him into agreeing with you" and a crimson paints me as I think about him looking at me like this, but then again he has seen me naked more than once, but still this is different. I shake my head and say "nice try, not happening".

" Do we really look like a lovey dovey couple, that I actually dress in lingerie for him?". "No, that's why we need him to fall for you so that you can have your way." She says nonchalantly. "Sofi it's actually funny how you think I'm going to sway him. It isn't happening" I say and whisper "he wouldn't even look at me" I should actually be glad he isn't looking at me. After all he married me without asking for my opinion and not to forget keeping me a prisoner in his mansion.

But there is a part of me that actually falls every time he sees me as nothing or worse ignores my whole existence. Maybe I'm developing Stockholm syndrome.

Good lord help me. I move towards the couch and sit there. Coco quickly climbs up my lap and lays there.

I slowly keep stroking cocos fur as I think about how he wouldn't even spare me a look most of the days.

She quickly lifts coco and gently places him beside me on the couch as she ushers me up and says "alana, you need to get your eyes checked if you don't know how he looks at you". "And how does he look at me?" I ask.

"Like he wants to swallow you whole, like he wants to free Fall into you and never come out" she completes and I scoff "you're being delusional" I say. "delulu is the solulu babe". She says and adds "now go and show him your sexy body, he's in the office and this early he wouldn't go out so this is your chance". "But what if there are people in the hallway and in his office." I question. "That's true we can't have people seeing you like this or Alexei might gouge their eyes out and burn them alive".

I shake my head and say "stop over reacting" . She doesn't listen to any of my words and marches into the closet once again. And I follow her. She shuffles through all the clothes in there and removes a white colored satin robe. Sofia beams and says "don't worry, got you. You can wear this on it'll basically cover everything including your arms and legs". " I don't know where you get these ideas from" I mutter as I take it from her hands.

"Oh there is an organ called brain inside our heads, don't worry only few of us use it, so I don't blame you" she smiles and I roll my eyes. "Now what?" I ask as I tie the ribbon on the hips of the rose securing it.

"Now it's simple, you go inside the door without knocking and untie this ribbon, slipping out of this robe on the threshold and slowly walk towards him." She says very seriously. I don't know how to react as this seems more than impossible to me she goes on without noticing the failure written in my face " and you reach his desk, you slowly bend and balance on your elbows and flip your hair to the side, not moving your eyes from him.

That's it he will be a gone guy by then" she smiles triumphantly.  I shake my head and swipe a hand across my face "if only if it's that easy" i say. " You'll do fine, trust me" she says as she practically shoves me across the room outside the door and gestures for me to go with both of her hands and whispers good luck. I muster up my courage and slowly walk towards his office door. When I'm in front of the said door i lift my hands to knock and see sofia mouthing a no with a cross sign made by her hands. I sigh and open both of the doors.