Areston thinks he can shield me from his past, but what he doesn't realize is I'm already part of it.
The darkness that haunts him? It's the same one that's been chasing me for years.
I've given him everything-my body, my heart, my soul-and still...
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Dear Marauding Predator,
I missed you.
I have an important life update: I AM MARRIED!
I am still wondering if it's all a beautiful dream. I mean barely a couple months ago I was whining to you about not having a boyfriend and now I have a husband. Can you believe it? Neither can I. I have been the happiest I have ever been. The past eleven days have been perfect.
I celebrated my 30th birthday yesterday. Who would've imagined I'd be married before I'm 30? I hadn't.
Everything happened so fast, I couldn't catch a breath to find some time to tell you all about it. The days leading to the wedding were hectic. I broke down one night triggered by a memory of my past. My husband-to-be did an amazing job of making me forget all of it.
However, now I am back, and I am thinking... why do I live with so much fear in me that it still affects me? I know my husband safeguards me with his life. It's not external forces I am afraid of. It's my own demons that often catch up with me at full throttle that scare me.
Ugh. I miss being with him 24*7. If it were up to me, I'd never have left the private cocoon away from the world my husband gave me.
Ooohh... did I tell you I successfully managed to hike a couple of miles without shedding a single drop of tear or uttering a single complaint? Pretty certain my husband was relieved having to deal with less of my usual theatrics for a change.
How are things at your end?
PS: Attaching my sexy feet pictures. I decorated them with seashells myself. I demand your appreciation.
PPS: I hope you don't have a foot fetish!
Your best pen friend,
Come-hither siren.
💗💗💗
Dear Come-hither Siren,
Things are good.
I didn't miss you. I was too busy with my wife. No regrets. Now, when I read your message, yes I have missed talking to you.
I also have an important life update: I am married (have you been stalking me somehow so you could compete with me?)
In my mind she was always my wife so I do not feel any different. Perhaps a little more settled than before now that we're tied together officially.
Would love to hear more about the event from the night you broke down. Write to me whenever you feel comfortable recalling it in detail.
About your fear... I understand you once told me you hate shrinks but you should consider talking to one about it if you're not comfortable discussing it with your husband. Although if I were your husband, it would royally piss me off that my wife keeps things from me. Your husband, though, unlike me, sounds like a man who can exercise extreme patience so maybe take a chance?
