Chapter 5 :- Insecurity

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Suniti pov
Today is a very rainy day and the cloud is filled with black clouds i like this type of weather 
I always felt special connection with rains

It's been weeks since Divya and I went out of college premises and dorm

After the incident of the party we get scared of going out for fun or going to a party

since I am an introvert I love  living in my room but I was worried for Divya she is a fun loving extrovert person so when she told me that digvijay asked her out for a date

I was happy for her and told her to go with him and we know digvijay for weeks he is a kind hearted person and always helpful and respectful to everyone so I will be reassured that Divya will be safe with him on date

But Divya was scared and forced me to tag along with them so here I am third wheeling them

We went to a popular Indian restaurant I must say digvijay is trying very hard to impress Divya because Divya loves indian food

I did not want to eat in front of them because I have an insecurity of eating food in front of others I feel that people are judging me for eating food or mocking me to see a fat girl eating food

But I don't want to make the situation awkward by not ordering food i know they will feel awkward if I am not eating while they are eating
I don't want to jeopardize Divya 's first date with digvijay

Divya :- excuse me guys i'm going to the washroom you guys order

Digvijay:- have  you decided ?  suniti,  what do you want to eat ?

I was confused and nervous too i am comfortable eating in front of others

Suniti :- I will order a cold drink for now

Digvijay :- great I have decided too then I will call the waiter

I nodded

Suniti :- listen digvijay sorry yr I know you would have wanted to go on a date with divya alone it's just that
..... Divya was worried about me leaving alone

Yes I lied because I didn't know that if Divya shared with him about what happened at the party and  i know she should be the one sharing what happened in party  and that is why she was not comfortable with coming alone

Digvijay:- it's ok bro you are my friend too i have no problem with you too coming with her

Suniti :- yes I am your friend that's why I know you were very excited for this date and spending time alone with her and impress her but don't worry I will make some excuse and leave you guys together for sometime but it will be a secret between us

I teased him he is head over heels for Divya and respected her boundaries too that's why I can trust him with Divya

Digvijay held my hand in I don't like someone touching me especially males but I treat digvijay as brother only but still I tried to take my hand out of his hold

Digvijay tried to reassure me

Digvijay :-you really do not need to  ......

Aarav :- what is a secret ?

Ooh what is he doing here? I am so stupid it is a popular restaurant and fancy restaurant in London so there is no surprise he is here  but why is he so cold he was literally very angry when he asked what is a secret

and why is he seeing my hand he is so weird and

then I saw my hand was held by digvijay I quickly took my hand out of digvijay 's hold

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