Chapter 7:- Grief of Rejection

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SUNITI POV:-

It's been two weeks since we kissed .

It's been two weeks since  For the first time I felt loved irrespective of how I looked ,

For the first time I felt that I don't  need to lose weight or become perfect for someone to be loved or cherished by someone,

For the first time I felt that even after 50 years when I will be old and my body will be full of wrinkles and my hair full of white hairs he will be there to love me

but he regretted it . He regretted the kiss he regretted whatever he said

After we kissed I was not ready to see his face or eyes filled with regret and listen to him saying

" I AM Sorry I can't do this "

Like he did something wrong or made a big mistake by confessing .

My heart was crushed and I was not able to breathe. My eyes were full of tears and I couldn't understand what happened but I did not have the courage to listen to him saying that I was not worth it .

I was not ready to listen to him to say to me that he deserves better so i didn't ask what happened we didn't talk about that kiss and the confession

I just sat silently there drowned in a swallow pit of insecurities even though he didn't reject me by saying it out loud but I understood that he regretted the kiss and that's enough.

So we didn't talk throughout the journey

Aarav left me at the dorm without even seeing me once as if he was angry and regret i controlled my tears after seeing him last time

I cried a lot that night Divya consoled me she reassured me that everything is going to be fine . For the first time that night in Divya embrace I was vulnerable for the first time I stopped pretending that I am fine in front of someone.

It's been a week since that tragedy happened . I am trying to avoid the topic Divya asked me what happened and why I was crying that night but I didn't tell her because I know Divya she is my best friend she will do everything possible to kill Aman Singhania if she will know that I was crushed and was crying because of him

But she knows that the topic is related to him . Because I stopped talking about him . I stopped seeing him and talking to him . I was not ready to talk to him and hear the reasons why he regretted the kiss , why he regretted confessing to me .

He also avoided me like he never even knew me . We never saw each other in hallways I never saw him again in a library for one week .

I think it's so easy for him to forget me but one thing is for sure that I will never be able to move on from him because when I hear him confessing the happiness I felt i can never feel that happiness ever again in my life

6 months later

Suniti :- Divya wake up digvijay will be here in 15 mins to pick us up for our college and here you are sleeping

Divya :- i don't care I only need to complete my  sleep

Suniti :- Divya baccha today is our last paper you can sleep after this day the whole month

Divya :- please give me 5 mins then I will wake up i promise

After 5 mins

Suniti :- I am going to call your papa  where is uncle 's number ?

Divya :-ook I am waking up oh I woke up I am going to get fresh

Suniti :- great come back from bathroom or we are going to get late

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