"When you need the sugar, give me the signal You get thе keys to my yard You sabi the keys to my piana Girl, you dеy light up my fire Every day I see you, it's like the first time, I can't comprehend these feelings, feelings"
Both Stormzy and I listened to my verse on his song 'Hide And Seek' which I had suggested being added to the remix and he loved the idea, so I sent my verse and it was currently out everywhere now.
"I love this, bruv." He dapped me up and I smiled relistening to the song all over and over.
This song was important because I remembered that evening when we were headed to the beach for our date and I discovered the original song was her favorite.
"I have a meeting to attend to, every other thing will be finalised by my team. Thank you man." He appreciated and we shook hands yet again and I also coughed out an appreciation before he left, glancing at his watch.
I took a seat, as I was finally left alone in the studio with the music blarring through the room.
I brought out my neatly wrapped weed and lit it up, relaxing back in my seat and letting it to do what it had to do.
"I wonder if she's going to listen to this song and if it's going to bring a smile to her face.....Nah, after all the trouble, stress and pain I have brought her, I doubt she ever even wanted to hear my name." I replied to myself, blowing out the smoke and listening to the song yet again.
The past few years had been tough no doubt. I had picked up the habit of smoking heavily and occasionally, drinking lean, which my friends and sister were heavily against. Ella cried to me reading out the effects from Wikipedia especially since I was heavily consuming alcohol then, when she heard I was drinking lean, starting how harmful it was and how I was totally being selfish and not caring about everyone who loved me.
(P.S-Users of lean are at risk of addiction, and serious complications include respiratory depression, respiratory arrest, and cardiac arrest. Lean is especially dangerous when consumed with alcohol. FROM WIKIPEDIA.)
I had scoffed and laughed and responded, "Who else? The woman I love is gone and my childdidn't even make it to the world because of...me."
That night, Ella and I cried together for over an hour and she held onto me like I was her child. And she had been taking care of me and being real family to me, ever since.
I just looked at her sometimes and wondered when she had grown so much. I knew she was also suffering deeply from what had happened as she had also lost her best friend, as Imade had cut everyone off even London.
Devasting times.
However everyone had moved on with their lives. It had been over two years, it was only logical. And I had tried..but how could I?
"In every season I go stand by you." That part of the song played interrupting my train of thought.
So muchfor standing by her in every season. I shook my head at myself.
My phone soon starting ringing and I blinked repeatedly, looking at the caller ID feeling my eyes droopy.
I heaved out a breath of relief, when I saw it was only Precious calling.
Precious was the type of babe every man drooled over. Body, face, and she wasn't too needy as she had something going for herself being that she was gym instructor and a model.
We had met in New York after one of my shows, I was tispy and high, and I had not had sex in over a year, so we had gone back to my hotel and she was extremely talented in bed.
But what we had was nothing serious, it could never be.
I could never love anyone or give myself completely to another woman ever again, and Precious knew that but she was still down to roll. And for the most part, things had been going well, just sex and gifts and that was it.
"What's up?" I asked as soon as I picked up the call.
"Hiiiii." She sang melodiously and I licked my bottom lip, mentally slapping myself for buying such a nonsense weed.
Because wetin be this? I sucked my teeth sharply.
"You okay? I missed you and decided to fly to the UK for your concert tonight and I wanted to surprise you but there were a lot of reasons why I couldn't." She chuckled and I smiled small.
I was uncertain where she lived exactly because she was usually everywhere and most times anywhere I was and needed her to be. But I knew for certain her modelling gigs were mostly in New York and she worked in Lagos as well.
"Yeah, sure. We can meet after my show, I will let my manager allow you into the backstage." I told her and I could hear her squealing from the other line as I stood up to switch off the music.
"Alright, I would love to ask for a little sum to make sure I look more than amazing for you." I nodded, and had zero complains.
I had no problem spending money on a woman I was messing around. Money dey.
"Okay." I said then I hung up transferring the money to her after and she shot me text attaching any image as well.
Thanks baby, see you tonight!
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This was my life now working and making myself internationally known, smoking, doing drugs and drinking which was contrary to all I had been against.
But I truly had no complains because Ihad put myself in that position.
Just taking each day at a time.
--------------------- I know it's short but I just wanted you to know what has been going on with our man.
