IMADE'S POV.
THAT SAME NIGHT.The event was amazing, and I had met great people and it had finally come to an end about an hour after having a conversation with Femi's weird cousin, Precious. She was too pretty to be acting like a mean girl.
To be honest, what is wrong with ladies like this? She was acting like she had feelings for Femi, just like Nimi and other crazy beings I had met.
But was she actually being mean or just trying to make me aware of this so-called bullshit and run away?
"You ready to go?" Femi inquired, walking towards me. I had just sat down in my seat staring at him curiously and in wonder.
Why wasn't my heart racing like times when I feared Divine was cheating? It's diabolical to even compare the feelings I had for Divine with Femi.
Femi had also told me he loved me some weeks ago and I couldn't even say it back. Could that be the reason?
Yeah...I know I'm hard to love but wouldn't it have been honourable and mature to just talk to me and end things..
"Are you okay?" He took a seat slowly flashing a warm smile in my direction.
Ugghhh...He was too handsome for this.
He cupped my hand in a loving way and I broke the silence, snatching my hand away.
"You're cheating on me,aren't you?" I inquired plainly with a stale face and an anticipating heart and ear.
It was like as if I want Precious to be right so bad and for him to just say yes...Which said a lotttt about this relationship.
He scrunched up his face and jerked backwards, "What? Where is this coming from?"
"Answer the question, are you or are you not cheating on me?" I questioned yet again and he still had a look of confusion on his face.
I rolled my eyes and shook my head, "That says all I need to know." I rose up from my seat, walking out of the hall.
"So after all I have done for you and all the time and energy....money I have invested into this relationship. You are asking me that trying to ruin my mood, when I was literally about to tell you how successful this event was." He called out and I turned around irritated and angry.
"Money? Really?"
I know damn well this nigga isn't throwing all those little things he had bought for me in my face. When a man who had bought diamonds and done so much never ever even brought up once in the midst of all the arguments we had right before I left for good.
He ran his hands through his face and was about to speak but I held my hand up stopping him.
"I will return all you've given me if that's the case. I don't have no time for any sort of disrespect. And as usual, you were about to speak about yourself as you always do. You just talk over and over, without allowing room for me to speak about myself or even give you advice. Shit...you don't even ask for sex...nor anything neither do you do anything for me. So what are we really doing here? What's going on between us? You are telling me you love me, do you even know anything about me from my past and what I'm dealing with now? Do you even care to know."
I exclaimed with my hands with furrowed eyebrow, almost sounding like that Tik Tok sound of What are we here for?
Everytime I confronted someone, I remember times when I couldn't and now my hands and lips aren't even trembling...This was definitely growth.
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Loving Hard 2| A REMA FAN-FICTION.
Romance"You don't got no one to trust, Blame it on your past one You don't got no one to love, Blame it on your last one."