Chasing That Feeling ! 💫 [ COMPLETED ]

Part 6

How could a fan feel at such a moment? It was the best thing that could have happened. Your idol, the person you practically worship, comes up and says those words to you. And what do you think I did? Did I throw myself at his neck? Faint? Neither... I was completely at a loss. The first thing that came to mind was just to run away...

In the living room, everyone was already gathering to sit down at the table. Flushed, I ran into the room, and Kai entered after me. We were seated at the table. Soobin sat next to me, and on the other side was Beomgyu. Kai sat opposite.

- I saw you! - Beomgyu said cheerfully.
- So what did you see? We just talked a bit.
- Yeah, yeah, talked... - Beomgyu persisted.
- There's nothing between us. And it's not what you think - I replied, smiling.

Well, it was impossible not to smile! My God, a child! - I thought. Beomgyu is so cute and funny!

All this time, Kai didn't take his eyes off me. Because of this, I felt uncomfortable. The dinner was magnificent! Traditional Korean dishes were served, as well as seafood dishes. The wine was excellent from their own cellar. Everything was exquisite! At the end, Tiramisu was served for dessert.

After dinner, the hosts led us to the relaxation area. We settled on soft sofas and started a casual conversation on various topics. Fruits, chocolate, and champagne, which no one refused, were brought in. Everyone was cheerful. I, who had been holding back, unnoticed for myself, loosened up and became bolder. That's what good wine does! At some point, I even started singing! Oh God! It was something! No one expected that from me. Everyone was delighted. I talked incessantly, without a hint of shyness or restraint. I was myself.

Everything was wonderful, but suddenly sadness came over me. And I began to feel like I was suffocating, as if I didn't have enough air. Taking advantage of a break, I went out to the balcony.

A refreshing breeze blew in my face. I took a deep breath, threw my head back, and looked at the sky. Through the clouds, the young moon was shining, illuminating everything around with a blue light. In the darkness, beyond the mansion's fence, a dark forest was visible, which seemed like a huge, black lump. It was autumn cold. Suddenly I heard a rustle. I looked closer. At the other end of the balcony stood Yeonjun, leaning on the railing.

- Have you been here long? - I asked, a bit confused.
- Yes, - he replied hoarsely and approached me. - Everything around is pretty boring and I wanted some quiet...
- I see... - I said, not knowing what to say.
- Sometimes I get like this. Suddenly feel sad... - Yeonjun's eyes glittered with tears. He turned away. Maybe he didn't want me to see him so weak.

Yeonjun is the oldest and, according to the fans, the most popular of the group members. In public, he is always stylishly dressed. The look of a self-satisfied and pompous person. But I think it's just a facade. Inside, he is gentle and sentimental. All MOAs know that he cries at almost every concert and the other members have to comfort him. Yeonjun was liked by everyone. Everyone was crazy about him. His playful and seductive look could drive any girl mad. He was known as a ladies' man. But being an idol isn't easy, you have to control your emotions. That's Yeonjun for you!

We stood in silence and cold for about ten minutes. When I finally got cold, I turned to Yeonjun. He was still leaning on the railing, staring into the distance. His eyes were sad and tired. I broke the silence.

- I'll go inside. It's very cold. Hey! Aren't you cold? - I said, smiling.
- I don't think so, not cold... - he laughed.
- We need to find Soobin. It's time to go home!

For a moment, everything went black. After taking a couple of steps, I felt myself falling backward. When I opened my eyes, I realized I was in Yeonjun's arms.

- Kama, are you okay? Are you feeling better? - he asked anxiously.
- I think so... Thank you, - I replied, still not realizing what had happened.
- You shouldn't have drunk so much! - Yeonjun smiled. - Can you walk?
- Yes, I'm fine...
- Maybe I should carry you?
- Oh no, I feel better now.

I stepped away from him, straightened my clothes and hair. Turning towards the door, I saw Kai! How long had he been standing in the doorway? Did he see me in Yeonjun's arms? At that moment, I wished the ground would swallow me up. I didn't want this situation to be misinterpreted. But it seemed that it did. Kai was looking at us with a piercing gaze, and it was clear from his expression that he didn't like what he saw.

- Oh, Hyuninie! - Yeonjun said happily. - Did you also come out for some air? It's very cold, be careful not to catch a cold!

Saying this, he went back inside. I followed him. My goal was to pass Kai as quickly as possible, and preferably, without looking at him. Just a few more steps and he would be behind me! Suddenly, he grabbed my hand and pulled me towards him. It didn't work! I found myself face to face with him, so close that I could feel his warm breath on my lips. What to do? What to say? Be rude and run away? But I didn't want to... And I couldn't. My legs refused to move. Pressing his lips together, he looked into my eyes as if searching for answers to his questions. Being so close to the person you adore, feeling his touch, smelling his scent was indescribable! He was driving me crazy. My breathing quickened. I looked at his lips, and the demons in my head awakened, repeating one thing:

"Kiss him! Kiss him!"

And I thought, what if I never get another chance? And I will always regret it. Time seemed to stop for us. Those few minutes felt like an eternity. My heart was pounding so hard it seemed the beating could be heard a mile away. His sensual lips drew mine like a magnet. It was impossible to resist the temptation. It's decided! Come what may!

I closed my eyes and pressed my lips to his. My head spun from the rush of emotions. He let go of my hand, grabbed my waist, and pulled me to his body. What are you doing to me, Kai? - I thought. How long had I dreamed of this! It was so unreal, as if it were all happening in a dream. If this is a dream, I don't want to wake up! I surrendered to my feelings and melted in his arms... Then darkness again...

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Dear readers! Chapter 6 was accidentally deleted, and I had to rewrite it. The plot remains the same. I think the new one is much better than the previous one. If you rate it with a star, I would appreciate it.

I remind you, the original text is in Russian, and the translation to English was done using artificial intelligence.