Opposite Attracts - Lynn Loud Jr

Chapter 14 - Well Damn

Lynn's POV :

I had done it again . Lynn Loud Jr had won yet another match of soccer and carried the whole game alongside with the lucky , small , bonus of a fact that I had convinced my one and only cheerleader neighbor to attend the after party .

I was on top of the world , and nothing someone said or did could ruin my mood at the moment .

I loved the feeling of seeing the defeated look on the Hazeltucky team's face while watching them angrily scowl and try to find an excuse to why they lost or accuse us of cheating .

It was amusing , really , because they knew that we had won fair and square and there was nothing they could do about it .

You'd think that after winning a soccer game against one of our worst rivals and being on the way to a celebratory party would have me thinking about the game and paying attention to my family's praising .

Wrong . There was only a singular particular specific topic - or person running through my head and everything else seemed to evaporate from my mind .

That person was coincidentally sitting next to me in our car , our thighs touching due to a decision I made a little while before , not thinking much about it , she didin't seem to mind tho .

The presence of that someone suddenly didin't seem like such a good idea anymore .

Estella Estella Estella Estella Estella Estella Estella Estella Estella Estella Estella Estella .

Why the fuck can't I get her out of my head ? I've never been so eager for someone to come to my celebratory games to the point of practically straight up begging .

I've never been so eager for someone to text me or talk to me in class or reach out to me during break even if it was the smallest teeny tiny barely even noticeable interaction .

I've never sat for hours on end staring at the ceiling at night desperately trying to get a person out of my head in order to sleep just for me to dream about them .

I've never wondered what it would feel like to cup someone's cheek , kiss them or watch them slowly fall asleep .

I've never been in love- wait what ? No . Am I hearing myself ? Because I sound insane .

Something isin't right . I think I'm having a fluke . There's no way in hell do I have a crush on the most inappropriate person one could crush on .

Me liking someone ? Me having a crush ? Me liking a girl ? Me being gay ? Me liking Estella mother fucking Woodsen out of all the girls - and boys in Royal Woods ?

I had to take a huge mental step back because I was clearly getting ahead of myself . I don't do all that romance junk . Love is boring , useless and a sign of weakness - right ?

This was not Lynn Loud Jr and I know it .

I was dehydrated .

Naturally , when I came to that realisarion , I grabbed my spare water bottle from my sports bag and chugged it down in less than 10 seconds , ignoring the weird looks I got from my siblings , especially the ones who were unfortunate enough to be seated next to me or around me . They were getting splashed with drops of water - or saliva against their own will .

On top of that , I had made the wonderdul decision that that wasn't enough water and stole the water bottle that Luna always kept with her .

Our car was packed on the way back , not that it was unusual. Estella had Lana on her lap just like before and she was braiding Lola's hair at the same time while also maintaining two different conversations with Luna and Luan .