Jinx [sal fisher x reader, messy book two]

- TIRED -

Sal never grew tired of me, and I never grew tired of him. It was this town. Something in the air, maybe. It didn't matter. What does matter is that I fucked up. I fucked up. I fucked up and its my fault.

Larry smoked, and I started doing it eventually. It's not like he peer pressured me or anything. Larry wasn't the best influence, but he'd never do anything purposely to hurt us.

What was stupid was that I started drinking. I just wanted to try it. I know sal hated all that stuff. I just did it for fun. I just wanted to see how it felt. It became a copying mechanism, and I couldn't stop.

I started doing it at school. I didn't think I'd get caught. But I did.
That's where everything went wrong. I got expelled for being drunk out of my mind in history.

And sal. All I can think of is sals' face when he found out. I thought he'd hate me, never talk to me again.
We stood outside the school. I'd just been expelled. Sals arms wrap around me.

"Why didn't you tell me?" He asked.

"I don't know. I'm sorry. Please don't be mad, sal. I'm sorry i-"

"Y/n. Its okay. I get it. I don't think our parents will, though." He says. My parents are still in the school. We hear sals car pull up. He pulls away from the hug.

We both knew. We just knew. As sals dad gets out of the car, I feel sals arm wrap around me once again.

"Sal. Please text me. Call me. Send me letters. Anything."

"I will. I promise I will, y/n."

"I love you, sal."

"I love you, y/n." He before he turns around and gets into his dad's car.

And I haven't heard from him since.

I moved to a town about an hour away. He never wrote to me, called me, texted me. I tried to text him.. he blocked me.

Fuck, I miss him. All I want is for everything to be okay.

and 8 years later, it will all be forgotten.

[A/N: HIIII GUYS HOLY SHIT WE'RE SO BACK GIYS MESSY BOOK TWO!

HOPE YALL LIKED THIS SHORT ASS CHAPTER. THE OTHER CHAPTERS WILL OBVIOUSLY BE LONGER BUT ANYWAYS.

OH AND BTW I WANT IT TO BE OBVIOUS IN THE NEXT CHAPTER THAT SAL DOESNT GO TO THE MENTAL HOSPITAL FOR THE ERM KILLING OF PEOPLE COS I WANT LARRY TO STILL BE ALIVE TO TECHALLY THIS IS AN AU I GUESS!]