"𝗠𝘆 𝘀𝗼𝘂𝗹 𝗮𝗰𝗵𝗲𝘀 𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝘆𝗼𝘂, 𝐦𝐲 𝐛𝐨𝐝𝐲 𝐜𝐫𝐚𝐯𝐞𝐬 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐭𝐨𝐮𝐜𝐡"
In which Y/N L/N a ex-idol trainee a girly and soft person finds herself in a program with a bunch of other people?...what will she do if her cover is blown as...
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Its cold...im feezing and yet...I stay put...why?...You couldn't understand what you did this time, "What did I do? Did i accidentally make them mad again? Why?" You couldn't help but think as the cold ground engulfed you into a cold embrace. Tears welled up in your eyes threatening to fall at any given moment but yet they remained still just like your whole body was...
you lay on the ground lifeless feeling nothing but emptiness, your feelings like a pit of nothingness...you had no one, not even your own father...you felt your body ache as you tried to move, todays beating was harsher than usual, why? Why? you did everything he asked for...exceeding in everything you did, why wasn't he proud? why did he beat you again?...
Life wasn't always like this, your father was a kind family man who liked socialising and loved you and your brother dearly but...ever since that accident happened he was never the same...He was devastated at the loss of your mother's life which led him to become enraged at any minor mistake even going as far as quitting his job to stay at home all day. He became glued to the sofa and he became depressed and mentally unstable after the tragic loss he suffered.
You could recall the days when him and your brother fought over you whenever he beat you...your brother coming back up to your shared room seething in anger with your dad's muffled yelling in the background. You could recall the headphones your brother put on your ears to make sure that you didn't hear anything but...you heard them so clearly...Your father didn't love you, he wanted you to die...that was obvious but it hurt...
You felt the tears roll down your face, you felt helpless at the moment...your own father hated you and you didn't even know what happened. You sinked further into the cold hard ground the tears soaking the dry ground beneath you. Why?...
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________________________ sorry short chapter...Y/N's past will be revealed the more the story progresses also if you ever see mistakes in my writing please dont hesitate to correct me English isnt my first language so i struggle a bit with it :3
