THOSE DREAMY EYES! YAN!BLUE LOCKxFEM!READER

CHAPTER:SIXTEEN

14 years old:

you quietly entered your house after getting eliminated,you braced yourself for your dad's scolding and beating as you shuffled through your house. You looked in the kitchen and saw your dad drinking with a lot of bottles on the side...your whole house was a mess it looked like a garbage can if you were being honest.

"Y/N! GET YOUR ASS HERE RIGHT NOW!" you mentally prepared yourself as you took cautious and gentle steps towards him, "yes father?" you asked quietly, "Dont fucking father me y/n" you felt as stinging in your whole head as you felt some blood trickling down as he smashed the bottle in your head, "YOU ARE A ABSOLUTE DISAPPOINTED! WHY CANT BE MORE LIKE YOUR BROTHER!?" you just kept your head low as you listened to his angry rambling

"Sorry father...ill do better next time i promise-" a loud slap echoed through the whole room as you saw your father's mad and disappointed face, "DO BETTER MY ASS YOU CANT EVEN DO ANYTHING RIGHT" you held back the tears that were threatening to fall down as you continued to listen to him, "Get out off my face you disgusting human" he said as he looked away and made a hand gesture shooing you away

you just ran up to your room as you wiped the tears the fell,if only your mother was still here maybe things would've been better,you entered your room carefully closing the door as you took out your phone and saw a new message from your best friend

Gamerkooling1234:Hey n/n i heard your finally back!
Gamerkooling1234:Hey n/n? you kay? did something happen?

you wiped your tears as you started at the message the bleeding in your head never ending,you wanted to tell him everything rant to him about your problems but...you couldn't no what if they stopped hanging out with you because of that

(user name): yeah im fine sorry for not replyingg i missed youu T-T

Gamerkooling1234: I MISSED YOU MORE‼️

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you woke up as you rubbed your eyes you were still a bit shaken up by the dream,finally some well deserved rest...you looked around the room and saw the top 5 which you were playing against on TV which most of then didn't really look interesting to you or did they really look hot-ahem,you just yawned and went back to sleep because beauty sleep duh...

before someone suddenly jumped on you making you wide awake as you saw messy black hair with yellow streaks...of course its bachira, "B/N-chann you were asleep for soooo long!" you just ran your fingers through his hair as you enjoyed the warmth of his body, "sorry...i was a bit tired" he just smiled at you as you smiled back at him, "well it doesn't matter anymore because now your awake!"

you nodded as you replied, "yeah i guess so" he noticed the slight sadness in your tone as he quickly asked you , "are you okay b/n-chan?" you quickly smiled at him and nodded l, "as if the great b/n would get sad!" you playfully replied to cover up the situation...whew thank god he didn't continue to ask...

time skip~
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you stretched your muscles as the stadium or whatever you call it lit up as the big screen showed the words 3rd selection,you looked ahead as you saw the top 5 before the big one suddenly started speaking english and so did i guy with a deep voice,did they really think you didn't understand?! you were going to talk shit about them right here and right now, "for being the top players you five have quite the attitude not to talk about the foul and mannerless behaviour(in english)" the big guy just chuckled as he replied, "wow it seems this little girl here has quite the runny mouth dont you think? especially that little fancy accent"you felt your blood boil
inside you as you were ready to interject before rin suddenly intervened

"its a boy not a girl" he replied as he and the others exchanged a few words as you saw rin getting angry and him talking about crushing them,honestly this was the only time you were going to to help him only this time tho only this time...