THOSE DREAMY EYES! YAN!BLUE LOCKxFEM!READER

CHAPTER:NINETEEN

you changed into the jersey given to you as there was still 15 minutes before the match, "Look isagi b/n-chan! how do i look" bachira asked you two, "you look so cute!" you replied, "oh it suits you. It's the first time I've felt so nonchalant about a blue lock uniform." isagi replied, "yep its like our time has finally come!" you used your phone as a mirror as you did different poses,hmm doesn't look that bad anyways well i mean you always look good-ahem...

"hey what about me do i look bad? i think its a bit too baggy" you posed around while you asked the others, "no you dont b/n-chan you look amazing!" bachira replied as the others never really recalled you being THAT hot i mean...they are a bit obsessed i wont deny that fact...

"Hey,sorry im late" ego said as he entered the room, "I've decided on our sub members. We're allowed three substitutes. Control yourself and be ready...to enter the match at any time. These past two weeks...you've succeeded in becoming...a team capable of winning this match. The world doesn't know you yet...dont you think this is the ultimate stage? Use these ninety minutes...To change your destinies. Blue Lock will win. Today,carve your ego's into the world." you felt a new found confidence as you left to enter the field

ill make sure to make those bastards get a taste of defeat...you thought to yourself as you stood in a line next to the U-20 team,you entered the field as you heard cheering as you looked around...wow is this what it would feel like if you would've debuted in the past? you were awestruck at the sight as you got into position...we'll win this! for sure!

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the first half ended as you looked up in the crowd scanning your eyes for any signs of your brother maybe he didn't come today...you sighed as you posed at the people since you didn't even know what to do since it was awkward just staring at them,some people took photos of you as you just went back to the changing room...

you entered and saw everyone cheering as you sat down on the bench you took a sip of your water as you just watched them...maybe in the second half you'll actually do something...

END OF SECOND MATCH BECAUSE IM TOO LAZY TO WRITE MATCHES
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Isagi scored the last goal as you jumped on him crying in relief as you hugged him tight, "YOUR AMAZING ISAGI! WITHOUT YOU OUR TEAM WOULD BE IN SHAMBLES RIGHT NOW!" you said as you hugged him tighter,you wiped your tears as you happily grinned at him before they took him off to interview him...

CHANGING ROOM
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you happily smiled at isagi as they all complimented him non stop(which you did too) before anri suddenly came in crying, "Guys...you...you did so well...I...I feel so proud of you all!!" you smiled at her as she continued crying before ego suddenly entered, "Quit crying dummy. You make it sound like this was some kind of miracle. Be resolute this is the victory we hoped for." you just listened to them as you happily hummed to yourself as you were happy with isagi and his goal

you saw rin in the corner sitting alone as you approached him, "you okay?" you asked him as he didn't respond, "if it was because of the match you did well..." "shut up" oops you messed up, "yes sir!" you quickly fixed your posture as you looked straight ahead, "tell me y/n-chan...how do you manage to be so optimistic all the time? even if you know your alone?" you were a bit shocked at the question before you replied to him with a smile

"everyone at one point in their lives have faced trouble,sadness and a feeling of helplessness,a feeling of betrayal or maybe change from a person that was not expected,but the more you think about it the more you feel sad. Instead of trying to look for that person's approval you need to find your own. Even if you're alone...being sulky wont do anything,you need to find happiness in things not just people in small things...and even though its hard sometimes you need to look at the bright side of everything if it means you have to bury a deep memory then dont hesitate to do it"

Rin went quiet for a bit before he suddenly spoke up again, "Thanks y/n" you just nodded as you got up, "ill go ahead with the others now rin,make sure to come back ill be waiting for you"...

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you gulped as you were now infront of the entrance to hell(aka your house) you breathed in as you entered your house,you saw your dad waiting for you near the door as he looked almost peaceful?, "so this is where you have been Y/N.." you nodded as you looked down not wanting to meet his gaze, "i-im sorry i-" a loud slap echoed through the room as you felt tears form in the corner of your eyes

"You couldn't even score a goal in the last match! you useless piece of shit! gosh even looking at your face reminds me of her disgusting" you listened to his rambling as you prepared for the worst beating of your life after his stupid ranting...

"i swear if you end up like your stupid brother...that fucking disappointment! he destroyed my reputation and if people find out about you my reputation will completely be crushed!" "father please ill try my bes-" you felt a sharp pain on your stomach as you dad punched you,you fell down to the ground as you choked on your own spit...

"i wanted you to become a successful idol not a failing footballer" you felt his words hit you like a truck as you just laid on the ground feeling helpless before he suddenly kicked you repeatedly, "stupid useless child!"

you bandaged up your arm as you used bandaids to cover the bruises on your face,although they weren't very visible a few could be seen and you couldn't bother to let people find out. You took out a cardigan and a baggy jean/pant to cover up your bruises on your legs as you wore some foundation to cover up the bruises on your hands,hmm believable enough but what if i accidentally meet the others outside?! you quickly put on your wig as well as your binder as you quickly took your bag and left to explore around for a bit...

you left the house as you took a walk around your neighbourhood before leaving for the train...you got your ticket as you entered the train,you sat down as you took out your phone to check the news, "hey you! i know you!" you heard someone say as you looked up and saw a stranger waving at you, "you played for blue lock right?! you were so cool! your pretty and skilled!" you nervously smiled at them before other people joined in as they took photos with you and made you sign autographs

damn...you finally left the train as you sighed with the social interaction,you pulled out your phone and guess what the first thing you saw was? a rumor about B/N L/N from blue lock being siblings with Y/N L/N from (any idol survival show name) oh yeah they're not completely wrong but still a bit wrong tho...

you walked mindlessly out as you checked out the posts you were tagged in and umm some were quite concerning...asking you to oil up,getting you pregnant and all that jazz damn you were only on the public once and you already have like a million edits made of you...hah what the fuc-

you walked around for a bit and saw...a plushie claw machine! you ran to it as you immediately used your coins to play...after two tries you finally won the plushie as you hugged it close, finally! your dream plushie is yours! you happily skipped around the place until you spotted an arcade...hmm maybe you could find more plushies there?

you entered the place and unexpectedly saw, "nagi!" you waved over at him, "oh b/n-chan" he waved back lazily as you approached him, "you like playing games too?" he asked you lazily as you nodded, "its the only thing that keeps me entertained for hours other than soccer" he nodded as he continued playing, "by the way why's there a bandaid on your face-" he was cut off when you suddenly spoke up, "im gonna go do some karaoke byee~"

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ending the chapter here for now‼️ bro this one was all over the place so ignore the cringy plot🎀