You, Me, and She

4

Amber was excited once she saw that it was almost time for Heather to be home. She couldn't wait to kiss all over her. She hoped and prayed that night wasn't a onetime thing. She wanted her again. She wondered how she would feel if she knew that she was always sexually attracted to her. That she fantasized about since they were kids. That she had saved herself for the moment that they made love and surprisingly it happened that night. Heather was the only person she's been with, and she wanted it to stay that way. She prayed that it did. Her heart began to race when she heard the door open and close. She met Heather in the hall not sure how she would act towards her now. She smiled shyly at her as she made her way towards her. Heather suddenly stopped and stared at her friend.

"How are you?" 

"I'm okay." Why was she acting shy towards her? It had to do with their sex night they had. Her smiled widened then covered then distance between them and kissed her softly on the lips. It was an innocent kiss, but Amber loved it all the same. 

"Are you hungry?" Heather asked as she rampaged through the cabinet looking for something to cook. 

"Yes I'm hungry." She said but she wasn't hungry for food she was hungry for her. She wanted this woman again and badly but she would wait for Heather to make this first move. She just didn't want to be rejected. That night Amber stayed in her own room. She didn't want to seem clingy or anything to this woman but that was seeming too hard to do. As the day went on it didn't seem as if Heather cared about being with her again. It seemed as if it was going to be a one time thing. Damn it was going to be one of those. Just her luck. Another three days went by and still nothing. Not even the innocent kiss anymore. She had to talk to her and now. Making her way to the livingroom she found Heather sitting on her computer. The girl was a workaholic. Sitting in the chair across from her she waited until she looked up and noticed she was there. 

"Is everything okay?" She asked as she placed her computer beside her. 

"I need to talk to you." 

"Okay. About what?" Amber fiddled with her fingers not sure how to say what she wanted to say. Just say it Amber.

"About that night." 

"What night?"

"You know. When we, made love."

"Ohh Okay."

"Um. Why haven't we, you know, done that again?"

"I didn't know that you wanted to." 

"Come on of course I wanted to. It's just I was waiting for you to approach me, but you never did. Why?" Smiling she said.

"Well we're friends and I don't want to mess that up."

"But it won't mess it up." 

"It will. Someone will get hurt and it will mess up our friendship. I don't want that to happen. That night was just my curiosity. We both enjoyed each other but it can't happen again." 

"Don't I get a say in this?" 

"Of course. Yes you get a say in it but doesn't mean that it's going to happen. I'm telling you now Amber that if we began some kind of sexual relationship it's just going to hurt our friendship and it'll hurt me if it'll end."

"It's not going to end our friendship." She said standing making her way towards her.

"Amber."

"Maybe it'll make it stronger. You never know." 

"I do know. It's going to hurt us."

"It won't." She stopped in front of her and pulled off her shirt. Oh damn. This woman was trying to seduce her. She tried to talk some since into her.